Faking a smile

Trapped

*throughout this fanfic there is possible trigger warning*

LAUREN'S POV:

Right now I'm heading to the first venue to kick of Demi lovato's headlining tour 'neon lights tour'. I haven't seen the girls In two months as we've been spending the time with our family's before we go on tour for three months. I'm so exited. I can't wait to see all the girls and hug them so tightly. Life's going to be so hard on tour though.. I mean it's so much pressure. So much attention. So much work. In reality I'm scared. Being apart of a girl group is tough, I mean you are an idol to thousands of little girls and you have to always look perfect or be perfect. I'm not perfect. The haters make that clearly obvious.. But now, the girls and I are going to get so much more attention meaning more times I have to fake a Smile and pretend I'm absolutely perfectly find. This is going to be harder than I thought..