Faking a smile

Party

*DINAHS POV*

We all walked back to our dressing room. Ally grabbed the makeup wipes and through three to each one of us. Once I taken my makeup off, I grabbed a bobble and shoved my hair up into a messy bun. I looked around and saw that all the other girls where doing the same. Camila was undressing and putting jogging bottoms and a tee on. Normani putting leggings and and a jumper on. Ally through jeans on and a crop top. I turned to lauren who was pulling a long sleeved wight dress on.. She also began to re-apply her makeup and plugged on straighteners.

"Lauren what are you doin gurl?" I asked

"I'm going to a party.." She quickly replied

"Does Demi know about this? Cause I don't think that's a great idea" I reminded her

"I can do what I want to be honest. I don't need anyone's permission. I'm 18 now." She shrugged

"Lauren,it's gonna be an atmosphere that erm you might get reeled into" camila told lauren. I have no idea what she's talking about..

"Yea I know and I don't care" she snapped

"What are you talking about ?" Ally questioned

"Oh my god hahaha" lauren laughed

"lauren stop being a bitch and tell us what's going on?" Normani rolled her eyes

"So basically yanno how I'm a fuck up and all? I got it all going wrong? Cutting,anorexic,bulimic? We'll to get rid of the stress I drink and smoke weed. Great isn't it?" Lauren smiled and turned of her straighteners.

"Anyway I have to go so like so you guys at home or whatever? Maybe not. Okay peace out" she smiled and chucked the Duce up and skipped out.

"Camila? Why did you not tell us about that?" I asked confused

"I didn't want to get her into anymore trouble.." Camila clearly had a lump in her throat and I could tell she was going to brake down.

"It's okay chancho, she'll be fine. Come on let's get outta here" I hugged cam tightly and picked up all my stuff. We headed out and waisted for our limo to get us and take us home.

*CAMILAS POV*

We waited about an hour for our limo, and when it arrived we found our tour director, who also sorted out our concerts in the limo.

"Skylar? I questioned.

"What are you doing here ?!" Ally asked

"Urm, you got a concert in three hours ? Meet and greet,soundcheck?"

Skylar informed us. Looking at us like we was stupid.

"We are going to wild adventures, but where's lauren ?" Skylar raised her eyebrow

"Long story short, she's gone to a party and I swear there's no getting her back. She'd be too drunk" I told her

Shit.. Okay urm we'll just say that she's sick?"

"Yea okay.."

***

As we walked around wild adventures, we spoke to a lot of beautiful fans. Of course they asked where lauren is. I just put on a happy face and said she was sick at home. It's hard to talk about her. I mean, I love her.. A lot. I just, I can't keep letting her ruin her life and just. I can't deal with her right now.

We've just finished m&g and now where going to soundcheck.

The small intimate crowd is amazing a soundcheck and you really get to connect with them. I love our fans.

Now that the show is over, we can get home. Ever since lauren left, I've just been so worried...

***

"C-cameeeeele I gotta go wall mac" lauren giggled down the phone

"Lauren, shut up" I snapped

"NOT FUCKING WALL MAC" she shouted

"Lauren stop shouting I don't wanna listen to it" I sighed

"Your fu fuc ficken fucking pathet cameey" lauren growled

"I'm not listening to you when you are drunk out of your brains."

"Come on Abby don't be like tha-"

"Who the fuck is Abby ?"

"ABBY MY GAL FRIEND!!! Stupid" lauren laughed

"I-I'm your... Okay yea of course bye get home safety" as I went to hang up, lauren shouted

"WAIT!" That's what I wanted to ask you. If you can get me from"

"From?"

"The party"

"Where?"

"The house"

"Who's house"

"Yanno that Brooklyn girl ? Her house"

Is she fucking serious ? Brooklyn is the biggest bitch ever.

"Okay lauren go outside I'll be right there"

"Okay "*mwah bye love you see you later* I heard the sound of a kiss on the other end and put the phone down in fury.

***

*LAURENS POV*

I waited and waited and waited. Where the fuck is the bitch cath no not cath cay no not cay cam cam maya? CAMILA. That's her name.

A car turned round the corner and parked right in front of me. Wow it almost ran over me hahaha.

"Lauren jauregui get in the car, I am not impressed" Demi shouted

"CATH No CAMILA why did you bring Demi with you ugh you mess everything up all the time" I shouted

"I might not have been able to handle you" she shrugged

"Get in the car lauren where taking to home" Demi demanded

I got in the car but all of a sudden felt a knot in my stomach and a sicky burp came up. Before I knew it, I was leaning out of the car throwing up.

"You have to take me to wallmart now."

"Lauren, you are drunk your'e not going to the shops" Demi told me

"NO I WANT TO GO WALLMART NOW CAMILA TAKE ME" I shouted. I have to go Wallmart.

"Okay." Camila drove away

We ended up at Demi's house.

"This isn't wallmart. I want Wallmart."

"Lauren, you can either choose to get out and go inside yourself, or me and Camila will drag you in?" Demi questioned me

"Can can I go wallmac no Wallmart tomorrow ?"i asked

"Lauren, if you go on now an go to bed, you can go Wallmart tomorrow" camila explained

I climbed into bed with my glass of water and slowly, very slowly began to sober up before I fell into a deep,deep sleep.