Faking a smile

Leaving

"Lauren im scared what if they dont like me ?!" Kc nervously asked me as we walked to my front door.

"Kc shut up! You dont need to be so nervous.." I rolled my eyes at my girlfriend.

"Lauren, i'm a harmoniser.. This is like MY DREAM?! Of course i'm going to be nervous!"

"Awww kc thats soo cute that you class yourself as a harmoniser what a cutie" i laughed as i squished her cheek. She blushed and i hugged her.

Me and kc walked into demis house.

"DEMI!!! GIRLS!!" I shouted

"Me and kc are here?!" I shouted again

All of a sudden every single one of them came running up to us greeting kc and hugging her.

"So how about a movie?" Camila suggested and we all ran into the cinema room, cuddling up like old times.

After the movie, kc and i went back to my room.

"Lolo... I have to tell you something.."

"What is it?"

"I have to leave for three months... I'm going to work in england.."

"B-but we've only just gotten back together ?"

"My father wants to see me, he lives over there. My relationship between my mom and I isnt the best and well he wants me with him for a while.."

"I guess you should go if its that important, im not going to stop you baby, i love you" i said leaning into her face and softly putting our lips together.

"So when do you go?" I asked nervously

"Urm... Thats why its important i urm wanting to see you last because i go like in an hour?"

"WHAT?! KC YOU COULDNT HAVE TOLD ME SOONER?! I WAS EXPECTING YOU TO SAY AMONTH OR A FEW WEEKS?! BUT RIGHT NOW ?" I yelled

"Lauren IM SORRY!! I really am i just i have to go." She said stubbornly

"Kc!!!" I chased after her

"What?! You're clearly to selfish to understand that i have to go !!" Kc snapped at me and then her face turned into pure regret.

i let go off her wrist.

"Lololo nooo i'm sorry you shouted and i got angry i just, im sorry i really have to go i love you." She sadly smiled

I pulled her in for a hug. This was the last time im going to feel to warmth of my girlfriend on my skin. The first 3 months in recovery are supposed to be the hardest, I really need her to help me through this. She has to go though. That is where she has to be and i cant stop her from doing that. I will love her unconditionally.

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(A/N)

Super duper truper small chapter because I have NO idea where i'm going with this. Sorta having writer block. At maybe the 40th chapter im going to end this book although there may be a sequel i it does well. So right now im trying to get lauren into the position she needs to be for the ending and im also trying to sort out Demis position. Its probably going to be happy and all lovely from here on so yea... UPDATE TODAY I JUST GOT TO WRITE IT K BYE I LOVE YOU! SMILE 😊