"And zoe this is urm camila" i looked down at my hands as i introduced both of them last. They smiled at each other as then said hello and i watched something go off in both of their eyes. My heart shattered and i could have broke into tears right there.
And awkward silence broke into the air and then demi finally spoke up.
"Urm i think we need to talk about earlier bc i really-" demi started to talk and then i realised what was going to come up.
"NO" i shouted
"Urm lauren whats wrong?" Zoe frowned
"Lauren we need to talk, all of us so come into the living room." Demi demanded
"I thought you was all sympathising me, got angry, got a plane, went to zoes,brought zoe back, can zoe stay here for a week?" I quickly spoke
"Lauren we dont know what you're talking about because demi didnt tell us anything" ally confusingly answered
"We just realised it was time to cut the shit and fucking be there for you" dinah laughed
"Okay im sorry i just got paranoid can we just forget it?" I sighed
"Of course" mani nodded
"And of course zoe can stay here for a week, she's more than welcome!" Demi smiled
"Wait, she told me what happened at the hospital, dont have anything against zoe, my mom you see is urm its complicated. Zoe's not the bad person." I informed them as we all walked off.
I took Zoe to my room and we sat down to watch tv.
"Hey this is embarrassing but is camila single and do you know if shes gay or?" Zoe blushed
Is she really asking that. Do i tell her about me and camila? We're over now though? She clearly fancys her.
"Yea shes gay and yea shes single"
"Omg really could you take me to her room? I wanna speak to her.." Zoe smiled
"Sure let me just speak to her first"
I knocked onto camilas door. I was full of nerves. Its been a while since ive been to her room.
"COME IN!" She shouted as i entered
"Camila dont tell zoe about us. Dont mention it. Forget we ever happened." I quickly said walking out the room being replaced with zoe. They closed the door behind them.
*CAMILAS POV*
My heart shattered at laurens words but then zoe walked in. Everything felt better when i saw her beauty.
"Hi!" I confidently greeted
"Hey, i was just wondering if like i could speak to you or get to know you?" She slowly asked
"Sure! Whats your favourite colour?" Why do i always ask that question
"Urm purple" she giggled "whats yours?"
"The colour of your eyes" i smoothly replied
She blushed oh my god i made her blush. She is so hot like i dont think i can control mys- i felt her lips crashed onto mine as i was pushed back onto the bed. Quickly enough our clothes where ripped of as our bare bodies moved in unison against each other. Our kiss never broke and it became more and more heated. Her fingers slid inside of me and we explore each others bodies.
After i just basically lost my virginity to a stranger my memorys flooded back to lauren. I dont know why but zoe felt special. I mean i let her have sex with me! I just feel bad on lauren
"Woah you was guurrd" zoe giggled
"So was you .." I muttered
"This is gonna sound crazy but-"
"I like crazy" i laughed
"Would you be my girlfriend?" Zoe frowned. Woah okay that is crazy.
Lauren...zoe...lauren...zoe
"LAUR-
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FanfictionLauren Jauregui has a secret. Everything begins to fall apart as Lauren gets deeper and deeper Into the darkness..