Him || Namjin

Chapter 15 | Im Sorry

Namjoon POV
It feel like time went by slow, I look at the clock and we been here for eleven hour. There were nothing to do and just sat there, in silent. The door open and I look to see who it is and it was Yoongi and Hosoek. We all got up and see what's going on. "Finally you came. What took you guys so long?" Yoongi glare at me and look at the police officer. "We're here to bail out friends out." The police officer look at him and roll his eyes. "That would be $3,000." As he return to whatever he was doing. Yoongi was in shock and look at me. I beg him to do this for me and that I'll pay him back. Yoongi growl and give him $2,000 and he told Hoseok to give $1,000. He give him $1,000 without hesitating. The police officer got up, unlock the bar and told us to leave. We all got out and walk out of the police station.

Once we got out, it was still raining but we didn't care, at least we got out. They both thanks them for bailing them out and told them that there heading to the hospital. Hoseok smile at them and ask them if they want a ride there. Like him, he always nice to anyone even though he rude to some people. They both nodded and went in to Hoseok car.  "I'll see you at home okay. Bye~." I nodded and they left to the hospital. Me and Yoongi head to his car, there was silent at first until when I went inside his car. "You have a lot of explain to do." Yoongi start the car and drive away.

Jin POV
I quickly got up and try to get some fresh air. I start to breath heavy, thinking what happen to me.  'Did I die and came back alive. Where am I. What time is it?!" I try see what time was it but I can't, I can barely see. I try to look around and but was no use. I touch my face so carefully but even one touch, it hurts a lot. While I can feel the pain, it remind me something, Jungkook and Jimin. "Jimin, Jungkook?! You guy okay?" I yell out to them, nothing. I start to have a little panic attack, my heart is raising faster and faster, I can hear the monitor getting louder and louder. I hear the door open and start yelling at whoever was there, if is Jimin or Jungkook. The person walk toward and told me to calm down, it sounded like a female voice. I'm at the hospital again. I told her if my friends was alright and she told me that they haven't heard from them at all.

I start to get up and try to get out of bed but she told me to calm down and put me back to bed. "Let go of me." I breathe heavy. She click a bottom that would alert the doctor. I remove the needle that was in my arm, remove the wires in my chest and try to remove her hands from me. She fight back so she was trying to hold me down. I try to fight back until I heard some people walking in to my room and holding me down. I felt a little pinch in my arm and was remove quickly. I start to feel a little dizzy and slowly calm down. Before I go back to sleep, I heard some familiar voice. They told them if I was alright but the doctor told them to leave and wait. I try to look at the door and see who it is, it was them. I try to reach for them but I fall to darkness.

Time goes by and I finally open my eyes. I look around and I saw Jungkook and Jimin standing next to me. I look up at me and I give them a soft smile. They were so happy that I'm alright. I'm happy that there alright too but I felt bad. My fucking father hurt them so much that I wasn't able to protect them.

I guess my father was right about me, im weak and pathetic. Im in shock that I have friends too. I look away from them and look at my hand, thinking that I should be the one to save them, not them saving me. Those injuries they have, that shouldn't be there in their body, they shouldn't be my friends. I think this is why I didn't have friends in the first place.

I can feel tear forming in my eyes. My heart ache and pain rush in. "Im so sorry what happen. Really, im so sorry. Is okay that you guys don't want to be my friends anymore, I understand. Im so sorry." I lost it, I couldn't help it and let it out. I didn't meant to have friends.

"Don't be so hard on yourself." I look at Jungkook, tears fall down my face. "Like we say, we're not going to leave you alone, we will always be by your side until the end. Just remember that and we weren't the only one the protect you." I was confused but I didn't care, I lost it. They both hugged me and try to calm me down.

We heard a knock at the door and Jungkook broke away from the hug, to see who it was. Jungkook bow down and greet it to come in. Once I saw who it was, kind of and I look away. I don't want to face him. He even brought his friends too.

He had bouquet of white lily again, a pink teddy bear and a ballon that say "get well soon." I wipe my tear, seeing what does he want from me.

"I'm here to apologize. I know it rare to hear me this but im sorry. What happen to you and your life, I didn't mean too. I didn't know you were facing like this." I look at him and look at his leg, it's cover up with bandage. "Im really sorry, I won't mess with you anymore." He hand me the stuff and was waiting for my answer. I told everybody to leave the room, I needed to talk to Namjoon alone. They all nodded and left the room. It was just me and him.

"Listen, the shit you did to me, it hurts me so much. You hurt me when I first came. I didn't nothing to you but I guess I did, coming to that school. I was already facing in so much pain, trying to protect my eomeoni from him. Everyday I had to lie to my eomeoni that school was good but no, it was a living hell. You don't know how I feel. Everyday, I didn't want to go to school because I don't want to see yo-." "I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL." He cut me off.

"I really do know how you feel. I know what I did, I was just not thinking right. It just." He pause for a bit. "Im sorry Namjoon, I just can't." He looks at me in shock. Namjoon form his hand to a fist but then, he just give up. "Well shit. You can fuck off then. Bye." He turn around and head to the door. He grab he handle and hesitate to open the door. "Just to let you know, I help your friends and your ass from your father. Cause you father, he did this to. You know what, I don't think you care. Never mind. Bye." He open the door and left out of the room.

What have I done, I didn't knew he was there. Im so sorry Namjoon, im really sorry.....