Him || Namjin

Chapter 37 | fall break

Jin POV
Two days goes by and the rumors was still spreading but people are just making it worst. I haven't talk to Namjoon or Hoseok since the rumors started. I try to avoid them so I wouldn't have to be force to talk to them.

It hard for me to hear the rumors around me but I'm happy because today, is just mid term and tomorrow it finally fall break.

I been waiting for fall break because I can just sleep in and wait until I have to woke up and get ready for work. I slowly start walking to my last period classes, Physical education or for short, P.E.

How much I hate P.E but at less I get in fit. I walk in the the locker room and I can see everyone was changing.

I look down and start heading to my locker. Once I was walking, I can hear the other guys making fun of me and making a big deal that I might hit on them. I finally made it to my locker and start putting the code. Once I unlock it, I open it and I saw a dildo. Everyone lose it.

I grab my P.E clothes, slam the the locker and went to the bathroom stall. I lock the stalk and sit in the toilet and try to hold my tears. 'You can do this. You have only today and then fall break.' I say to myself. I start changing and took some deep breath. I finally got out and put my clothes in my locker.

When I was about to put it, there was some drawing that have some inappropriate like this school is so fuck up. I open it and yet, it still there. I put my clothes in, grab the thing and throw it to the garage. They were laughing but I just quickly walk out and head to the gym.

When I got there, I saw Jungkook and Jimin just talking to each other. I walk to them and they give me a smile. I smile them back. "Listen up!"

We all stop we were doing and line up. He stand straight and wait what he's going to say. "Today, were going to work out as usually but this time, your going to have a partner." He said. "But I'm going to choose your partner." He smile. Everyone whine and roll there eyes.

"Stop being a baby. Okay Jungkook, your going to be with Hoseok, Jimin with Min Yoongi, Taehyung with Jackson, Mark..."

My heart is pounding. I don't want to be with someone I don't like or make fun at me. When the coach was saying who partner is who, my heart drop when he say it. "Jin, your going to be Namjoon. Jin young..."

I look at Namjoon and he give me a evil smirk. Why do I have to be with him? Did he did this on purpose so he can apologize to me. "Okay, this will be your partner until the end of the year. I don't want any whining. I need you to listen up very carefully. If you guys don't work out with each other, you both fail the class."

My mouth drop. I have to work together with him so I won't fail the class. I don't want to fail the class. He told us to go with our partner. I start walking toward him and once I got there, he smile and I look away. Everybody was so far from us. While the teacher was explaining what were going to do, Namjoon lean down and start talking.

"It's been a while we haven't talk to each other." Silent. Ima ignore him. I don't care what he need to say to me. I just need to focus on what we have to do. "The silent treatment. I don't know what I did but please. We need to talk." I look at him and he looked serious.

He blow the whistle and we start working out. We all split out and start working out. First, we did push up. We both got down and start doing push up. "Please Jin, can we talk." He asks. "There's nothing to talk about." I respond. "Why are you so mad at me. Like this is not I was going to tell you but why are you mad at me. I didn't nothing to you."

I stop and look at him. "You didn't do nothing." I question. "You hurt me Namjoon. You wrote all the shit in my locker because this cheerleader payed you to do it. You think I don't know." I snap. I change my positions and start doing the push up again. He got up and went to in front at me and I roll my eyes. "You know..?" He was in shock when I say that. I got up and look at him. "YOU THINK I DONT KNOW IT WAS YOU. IT WAS SO FUCKING OBVIOUS. YOU AND YOUR FUCKING FRIENDS!" I yelled.

Everybody stop what they were doing and start looking at us. "YOU FUCKING THINK YOUR THE KING IN THIS DAMN SCHOOL BUT I'M ALREADY SICK OF TIRED OF THAT SHIT." My voice was raising. "Jin, please lower your voice." He say. "OH WHY?!" I can see his face turning red. Like he getting piss.

He grab me and push me to the bleachers. "SHUT THE FUCK UP BEFORE I BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU. YOU LITTLE SHIT. SO WHAT IT WAS US. YOU CAN DO SHIT." He yelled. The coach yell at us to stop. He let go and start walking away. "You two, five lap outside now!" I look at him and he glare at me. I nodded and we both start walking outside.

Once we got outside, we went to the lane and start doing our five laps. While I was running, I felt him grab my by the shoulder and pull me to a corner. He push me to the ground and I can feel a sharp pain in my lower back. I look up and I saw him slowly sitting at the ground and took some deep breathe. "I'm sorry what I say. Like I say, we really need to talk."

I look at him and he look like the Namjoon I saw before. He was the soft Namjoon I like. I slowly got up and sit next to him. It was silent for a bit but I was waiting for what he needed to say. "I know I fuck up big time on the locker shit. When I heard it, I never know you were that. When she told me to do it. I felt bad that I did it." I give him the face that he was saying that just to make me feel better. "Your a lier." I say.

He look at me and look at the sky. "I know you don't believe me but I didn't felt bad for writing it. I reason I felt bad it's because....... I'm gay too." I look at him in shock. I can't believe what I am hearing. "The one I wanted to talk about with you is that day I kiss you. I didn't mean to. Like I did like it. Not gotta lie but when I kiss you, there was something in you that connect me. I don't know what I mean but there was a moment. Jin, like I didn't want you to be weird with me but I don't know. " he sigh. "Why didn't you slap me or anything?" He question.

I look at him and smile. "Maybe is because I liked you.." He look at him and I give him a small smile. I got up and look at him. "I'll see you in class." I excuse myself and start heading to class. I can't believe I told him.

I slowly open the door and shut the door. This is how I'm going to start my fall break.