Him || Namjin

Chapter 22 | Am I Wrong?

Namjoon POV
I look around the school and he was no where to be seen. I sigh loudly and I'm starting to panic. I can't let him tell Jin.

I hear someone behind me, I turn and it was him. We both look at each other and not saying anything. He smile and start running. I start chasing around him. While we were running, the same blonde stop me and let him get away. I push the girl soft but she grab me by the arm and pull me in the janitor closet. I was about to say anything but she told me to be quiet.

I look at her and she give me a big smile in her face. "Hey there. You been a bad boy." She tease. "And you should be in class." She back away from me and I don't know what she doing. She give me a smirk and took her shirt off.

"What are you doing." I question. She lend forward and he boobs are touch my chest now. She slowly touch my shoulder first and slowly make her way to boxer and touch my- "Hey Hey, slowly down. What the hell are you doing." I jumped. She put her hand in all way down and touching my member, start rub it up and down. "I want you so much. I just can't help it." She slowly unbutton my pant but I push her away and left the janitor closet.

I start to ran and I heard her getting out the closet and start crying. "I FUCKING HATE YOU!" I roll my eyes and start look for him.

The bell ring and it was time to go home. He was no where to be seen. Then it hit me, he might of went to tell Jin. I walk to the front entrance and start running to my car. Once I got to my car, Hoseok was already at the car, waiting for but he wasn't alone. 'Oh fuck me.'

I took my keys out and unlock the door. "Hey Namjoon. This got me thinking but I want to say something ." Taehyung apology. "Hoseok get in. We have to go home now." I calmly told him. He was confused at first but he nodded and went in. "Namjoon please don't ignore me. Im sorry." I look at him and give him the death stare. "We'll talk about this later." I went in the car, start the car and took off.

The whole car ride, it was silent. I know Hoseok doesn't want to ask where we're going because his sacred. "You know you can ask where we're going right." I broke the silent. He nodded and wait for me to answer. "Hoseok, I-I fuck up real good." He was in shock and confused because he doesn't know what I did wrong.

I finally made it to the hospital and that when I lost hoseok for sure. "Come with me now." We both got out of the car quickly and I rush inside, trying to look for him. I quickly told the lady up front if I can see Jin like now. She type on her computer and he is available to see visitors now. I thank her and I ran to Jin room.

I turn around to see Hoseok is following and surprise, he is. Once I got to his room, I saw him in front of his room. I use all my strength to ran fast. He look to my direction and I tackle him down. He try to push me off but I pin him down and we both look each other in our eyes. Hoseok is just starting at us, wondering what's going on.

"Let go of me." He whine. "Please, hear me out. I know what you hear but please let me explain." He head bump me and I fall from my back. He quickly got up and clean himself. He raise his hand to the handle but Hoseok quickly grab him from the wrist. He look at him and Hoseok smiled. "Just listen to him please."

He let go and turn to me, waiting for what I say.

"I know what it say. But please don't tell him. I'm begging you." He roll his eyes and put his hand in the handle. I can't take this anymore. Before he open, I- "I love Seokjin and it hurts me to say it in front of my friends ."

He stop and look at me. I look down at the ground and start to tearing up. "I know it wrong. The shit I did to him for the last year and yet, I started to fall for him. I didn't want to tell my friends the truth because I don't want them to hurt him." Tear falling down my face, waiting for him to answer me. "I know is wrong but it just. I don't know. Can you just do me a favor that you won't tell him or my friends about this please." I beg. It was a long pause.

He sigh and turn his back from me. "Fine. I won't."

I thank him and he give a half smile. Hoseok smile and finally understand what's going on. He wipe my tear, fix my hair and hug me. "I'm so happy for you." He whisper. I smile and hug back. Jin friend open the door and all three of up went in. I look at Jin and Jin look, giving us the biggest smile. "Jungkook, Namjoon and..." Hoseok notice that he don't know him. "Sorry I should introduce myself. My name is Jung Hoseok but you can call me J hope." He smile. He smile back.

I give a half smile to Jin because I feel guilty what I say earlier. Am I wrong to love someone that doesn't love me back.....

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But the only thing is that Namjoon doesn't know that Jin has feeling for him too.