Him || Namjin

|Chapter 46 |

Jin POV
The cold breeze hitting my face. Slowly open eyes, my back is sore, my throat hurts. I blink and look around where I'm at and I forgot I pass out, sleeping next to my eomoeni grave.

I can feel the chills since my clothes were still wet and my hair is getting greasy and dirty. I got up and stretch so I can't feel the pain in my back. I look at her grave, I apology about yesterday and start walking home.

When I was walking home, I didn't feel safe, I always think he is watching me now. I check my phone what time is it, it was 4:24 A.M. I slept the whole day yesterday. Before I can put my phone away, I see Namjoon, Jungkook, and Jimin text me.

|Jimin Chat|

Jimin: Hey, sorry to bother you but I was wondering if you coming to work today? You a little late then usually. Text me back once you get this.

Jimin: It me again, What's up? Is everything fine? Please text me back Jin, I'm getting worried about you and the boss is worry about you too.

Jimin: I came by to your house and I see your not home. Where you are? I'm getting worried. Please call me. Please.... :(((

|Jungkook Chat|

Jungkook: Hey, sorry about what happen at H&M. I didn't mean to. Taehyung told me too but I know I shouldn't have done that but I don't know what got in me. I'm sorry.

Jungkook: Hey, you mad at me?? I'm really sorry. Like I do. I didn't mean too. Please text me back.

Jungkook: I went by to your house so I can apologize but you weren't home. Are you ignoring me? I didn't know you were THAT mad at me. I'm really sorry.

Jungkook: Jimin calls me and told me you're not answering him too. Are you okay?? Call us, please. We're worried now.

| Namjoon chat|

Namjoon: Hey you :). I know we haven't talked in the three days but I was wondering if you want to hang out and caught up. :))

Namjoon: I'm really sorry if I didn't talk to you. I understand if your mad at me. :(((

Namjoon: Hey you okay? Why aren't you message me back? Did I did something wrong...... Ima go by your house and see your okay.

Namjoon: Why aren't you answering your door. I'm here. Open?

Namjoon: I guess your phone die and your out. Ima waits for you once you get one. Text me once you get this or call me. Ughh I miss you...

Namjoon: I'm still here if your wondering, waiting...... in the rain.... :(

Damn, I didn't know they were worried about me. I didn't mean to, Ima visits them and apologizes to them.

When I finally made it home, I can see someone sitting in my stairwell. He looks at up and smiles so big. His noses, cheeks, and ears were red because the cold. His clothes were all wet but slowly drying because of the cold. I felt so bad, he was waiting all day for me to go home. He got up and about to hug me but he smiles turn to a frown. "What happen Jin. Why are you cover in mud...... Have you been crying?" Namjoon frown.

I walk past him and unlock my door. "Why are you giving me the cold shoulder. Did I did something wrong?" I open my door and told him to get in. He nodded and got in. I shut the door and stare at him. My eyes were form tears and I can a lump forming in my throat.

I was going to say something to him but words can't come out. He noticed that I wanted to cry. He pulls me close to him and rubs my cold wet hair. "What's wrong. Is okay to cry." He said. Without any hesitation, I broke down. I can feel his cold wet shirt touching my face.

I try to explain to him what happen but just the scream of my sadness was only showing. Before we can do anything, he pulled me away and told me that I need to change because I'm all wet and cold. I nodded and he helped me to get change and get all clean up.

When I was done changing and all clean up, we both sit in my bed. There was an awkward silence but I was waiting for me to start crying and explain what happens. I relax a bit and took some deep breath.

It took me a while but I can finally tell him what happens. "I'm ready." I broke the silence. He faces toward me and I got all his attention. "Oh okay well, yesterday I ummmmm went groceries so I can restock my refrigerator. When I was shopping, someone taps me in my shoulder. I turn around and saw, it was my father....."

He was in shock. He had the same reaction when I find out my father wasn't in jail. "Why, that fucker is not in jail."

I nod. "I know, I thought so too but I guess not. But I....." I broke down again. I don't have the guts just to tell Namjoon what my father did. He came closer and hug me tight. Not letting go. I cry in his chest, just letting everything out, what my father did was wrong. He rubs my hair and kisses my forehead. While he was doing that, I cry feel a little calm and relax. I slowly close my eyes and smile. Before I drift to sleep, I hear a knock on my door. We both look at each other wondering who would that be. I was thinking it would be Jimin or Jungkook coming here. Since they were worried too. I told Namjoon to wait here while I check to if it was then. I walk out of my room and when to the front door. I open the door and it wasn't Jimin or Jungkook, it was him again, my father.

"Hi, son, glad to see me again." Without hesitation, he swings a punch to my stomach and knees my face. I growl in bad and fell to the ground. "This want you fucking get. Don't you think you're the tough guy in the groceries store." He grabs my hair and throws me toward the wall.

I can feel my body feeling weak every time but yet, so numb like I can't feel pain anymore. The pain I go through, fades away. I try to get up but I just can't. "What... the hell do you. Want.." I breath heavily . He smile and took something out of his pocket, a knife. "I'm here to finally end you. Since you know too much information about what happened to your mother." He slowly walks toward me and my heart beating fast. I try to get up but I can't move. I keep on trying but I just can't, like I'm frozen. I look at him and think, 'this is it. My time finally end. Maybe it would be the best for me... at least I'll be with once again.'

Before he can do anything. I saw Namjoon knocking my father down to the ground and grab his arms and put it behind the back. "Don't you fucking touch him again before I fucking knock you again."

My father starts to laugh like crazy. I look at Namjoon with fear but Namjoon was ready to see what would happen next.