Him || Namjin

Chapter 41 | Love maze

Jung Hoseok POV
Time goes by, yet, Namjoon is still not here. I lay down and waiting until he get here.

I hear the door open and then shut. I quickly got up and I saw Namjoon so different. His clothes looks new and he looks so happy then usually. "Finally! What took you so long?" I question. He remove his shoes and sat on the couch.

He was smiling so big and then he finally look at me. "Do you want me to tell you the tea?" He question. I smile so big. I been dying to know what he did. I told him that he needed to wait for a bit, I need to make my tea. He laugh and I got up and ran to the kitchen.

While I was making my tea, my phone goes off and I check who will text me in this time. I check and it was Taehyung.

|Taehyung chat|

Taehyung: Morning. Sorry to bother you. I know your still asleep but I still need to talk to you like I don't know anymore. The more I see him, he makes my heart pound fast. Like this feeling are making me feel sick. Like I can't talk to him because he hate me and my friends. Like when he mess with other people for fun, it make me happy but I don't know. If you get this. Please message me back. I really need to talk to someone.

When I was done reading. My heart broke. Aww, my little Tae Tae is having some love problem. When I was about to reply, I got a text from Yoongi.

|Yoongi Chat|

Yoongi: I need your help. Right now, I'm at the store and I want to get something for Jimin just because I want too but I don't know what he likes. I feel like I'm the worst boyfriends he have. I don't know nothing about them...... I should really listen to him more. Ughhhh x(.

Yoongi: I know your weird it out that Im texting you but Namjoon is not answering his phone and your the only one I need right now. Please help me? If not, I guess is fine...

I sigh so loudly and think what to do.

Hoseok: Well Jimin love to take pictures so I guess buy him the camera he wanted. The "Fujifilm instax Square SQ10". His favorite food? And maybe some love and attention. He so small, he look like he need some love and attention. :)))

Yoongi: Thanks J hope, I own you one :)

I exit it out of Yoongi and went to Taehyung chat.

|Taehyung chat|

Hoseok: If you truly love him. You should tell him. The more you hold it in. Your going to lose him to the point it's to late for you. I know that he's friends hate us but you need to talk to him alone and see what he thinks about you.

Taehyung: But the thing is that I don't know if he likes me. Like I want to try to but I can't make a fools out of myself but in the same time, I don't want to be to late to tell him. Thanks J hope. I'll talk to you in a bit. I'm at work. Ttyl :-(

I sigh so loudly. I grab my cup of tea and when the the living room. I finally sat down start blowing my tea so it can kind of cool down. "What took you so long. You were so excited. Now you look meh. You okay?" He question me.

"Oh I'm fine. I promise." I smile. He smile back and start telling me from beginning to end, telling every detail about it.

|Times goes by|

Once he was done, I start to be dramatic and started fake crying. "My heart, my soul, my everything life." I cried. He roll his eyes and we both just laugh it off. "That so cute. I'm really happy that you finally didn't it. I'm so proud of you." I smile. He thank me and told me if I have something new. I told him everything is the same like always. He nodded and there was a awkward silent.

I don't know what to say but all I can think is that all my friends have someone they can be or try to be with and I'm here, alone and ready to mingle. I look at Namjoon and I give him a serious look. "What's up?" 

I don't know how to put it. "Like I'm happy your with Jin and all but I realize love is like a maze." He look at me and start focusing on what I was going to say next.

"Like you get me. Like it like your putting a mouse to a maze and the mouse is trying to find the cheese. Once the cheese is find,  the mouse is happy. You know. Like there some mouse that will end up going to a dead end..... like they end up giving up and not wanting the cheese because they went to a dead end. But saying your the mouse. You didn't give up. You decide to turn around and try again and again. You got to the point that you finally got at the end of the maze and you finally found the person you love." I look at him.

He thinking so hard on this one. It's kind of obvious what I was trying to say here. "how does love feel like? I never know how it feels." He finally understand and this is even we decided just to sit there and talk serious.

"Like you say. Love is like a maze. Love is when you truly love something or someone and that you do anything to make you or that person happy. For you, you love dancing. For a person who love this, the love to that, is the feeling of love. I know it's hard to love "someone" but it takes time. You always need to have patient and it will get there. I promise." I thank him and he smile back. We just sit there and talk more about love.

I just wish one day, I can feel this "love" toward to someone like Namjoon, Yoongi and Taehyung.