Him || Namjin

Chapter 26 | Hung Over

Jin POV
A pain, a strong pain that I never felt before. It's like headache but it never been this bad.

My head is pumping, it feel like someone smashed my head with a concrete wall. I slowly open my eyes and the bright light is hurt my eyes.

I slowly got up and I saw Jungkook and Jimin pass out in the floor. I slowly got up and then, start to panic.

'What the hell happen... Wait, what would eomeoni. She going to think am a bad son. She going..." I stop for a moment, realize that the person I loved is not here. 

I slowly got up and sigh so loudly. Not having her around make me feel more sad. My stomach start to feel sick, something is coming up. I quickly run to the bathroom and threw up. "Im never going to drink again." Continue throwing my guts out.

Few minutes goes by, I went to my room so I can take a shower until I saw the dvd in my bed. I put it up and I remember that if I feel sad, I should hear it. I went to find a DVD player. I don't remember where is it until I remember there's once in my eomeoni room. I went to her room and put the disc in he DVD player and I click play.

"You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine,
You make me happy,
When the skies are gray,
You'll never know dear,
How much I love you,
Please don't take my sunshine away."

It stop there. I felt tear falling down my cheeks, this is the only time I can really hear her voice. Her beautiful voice. I pause and give a small smile. I never knew she left me this pain, but it wasn't her fault.

I got up and walk out of her room but before I left, I look back. Take the last look in her room and left. I went back to my room to get my clothes but my head hurt like a bitch.

I walk in to my bathroom and shut he door. My head is really killing me, my stomach feeling upset again and my chest aching. I brush it off and turn on some cold water.

I remove all my clothes and went in, to take thing pain away. At first, when the water hit my body, I jump away but slowly move closer to it. Once my body got us to it, I slowly put my whole body in and I need feel so better. I rest my head on the wall, letting the cold watery hitting my hot naked body.

I wash my hair and my body because I felt so disgusted of myself. Before I was finishing, I felt something rush, coming up to my throat. I turn away and throw up in the shower. I never felt so disgusted in my life. I wash myself again and clean the vomit with the water. I stop the water, quickly wrap my towel on my waist and quickly went to the toilet. I put my head in the toilet and wait if I need to vomit again.

I close my eyes, just to caught the ZZz again, water dropping down on the side of my head. I heard a soft knock on the door. I quickly unlock the door and race myself to the toilet. The door slowly open and it was Jimin, hold a glass of water and some Tylenol in his hand.

He give me a smile and hand me the Tylenol and water. Before I was able to take them, I vomit again, some came out of my nose. "Damn Jin, you don't look so good." Jimin worried. "You think... I'm not drinking ever again." I quickly took the Tylenol and slowly close my eyes. Jimin went and sit next to me, rubbing my back with his hand. "When I first started drinking, I remember that I would cry a lot and that I would have a mental break down but Jungkook was there to be there for me. The next morning, it did not felt good at all." Jimin told.

I chuckle and give him a smile. He help me get up from the toilet and take me to my bed. Once I went to bed, he lay me down and tug me in. He put his hand on my forehead and it was hot. "Your having a fever. Get some rest okay. If you need anything, me and Jungkook will be in the living okay." I nodded and he give me a smile as a return. He put the garage can next to me and walk out the door.

I got myself comfortable and slowly close my eyes until I got a text in my phone. I growl and slowly got up and see who it was, it was Namjoon.

|Namjoon chat|

Namjoon: you're r welcome. I'm glad I'm here to help. :)). And don't worry about it. It not important anymore. Sorry I took so long to answer, I was busy.

I was confused what he was talking about. I stroll up and see what I say.

Jin: Hey, thanks for being with me. That really means a lot to me. Anyways, the question you were going to answer me. Why were you going to throw that notes?

That's when everything hit me. I forgot I send him that message and damn, this boy took forever just to reply one text.

Jin: No no, it's fine. Hmmm like hmm, I know you don't want to talk about it but I really want to know. Can you please tell me.

I know it weird to talk to someone that was giving you hell in life but there something about him that want me now to hate him.

Namjoon: Fine, the reason I wanted to throw the note is because that you didn't believe me and I though you hated my guts. I want to throw it away because I say some nice shit there and I was just stupid just to left it there.........

Jin: Oh...... well if you never pick it there. I won't still believe you or talk to you like right now.

Namjoon: Yeah..... I guess......How are you feeling?

Jin: I feel okay. I drink to much last night and I'm not liking this hang over at all. It hurt like, I don't know. A bitch...

Namjoon: First drinker??

Jin: .........yeah..

Namjoon: you'll get us to it. I promise :)

I stop and I realize that Namjoon is being so nice to me. This is getting to the point and freaking out. Why is he so nice to me. I put my phone on my night stand and turn away to face the other way. I slowly comfortable again and slowly drift away to sleep.

I'm just hoping this headache or stomach goes away..