Him || Namjin

Chapter 52| Talent pt2

Jin POV
"Our second to last contested is Kim Seokjin..." Everybody cheer and waiting to me get on stage. I took a deep breathe and made my way to the middle of the stage. I was getting nervous but I don't want to mess it up.

I look at the Judge and give them a smile. They smile back and wait for me to start singing.

"Hello, I'm Kim Soekjin. I just want to say something before I sing. I just want to say a quick story about my life. My life was never perfect. I always had a hard time to getting close with my father and my brother. They never wanted me to be around with him. They always push me away and tell me that they never wanted a son or brother. When I first came out of the closet, the only person was there for me was my mother. She been there and always support me for who I am. Everything was good until I went to school. That's when everything went downhill. I started to get bully because of nothing but you know that's life. Little by little, this mask start to form in my face. This mask hide my emotions, only showing happiness. I might look happy but deep down, I was in so much pain." I clear my throat.

"I always ask myself, why do they bully me. But I guess I never have an answer for that until I realize, they don't understand me for who I am. I know theres people out there, been bully because they finally came out of the closet. I just want to say, be happy of who you are. Don't let anyone get you. It been a month now since my mom pass away. Before she pass away, I was working on a song for her and I was going to sing this on mother day but I guess, it was to late for me to sing it to her. But I know she listening to me right now.... This song is called Mom. I hope you guys like it." I smile and I can already feel tears forming.

Start the song here :))

Cheoeum dangsineul manatjyo
( when I had first met you)
Mannaja maja ureotjyo
(I had cried so much)
Gibbeoseo geuraetneunji
( was I that happy?)
Seulpeoseo geuraetneunji
(Or has I felt bad then?)
Gieokdo naji anneyo
(I can't remember that time now)
Deuril geosi eobseotgie geojeo batgiman haetjyo
( since I had nothing to give, I just accepted)
Geureogodo geuttaen gomaumeul mollatjyo
(I still don't know how to be thankful toward you)
Amugeotdo moreugo sarawannryo
(I've been living without knowing anything)
Eomma ireumman bulleodo
(Mother, when I call your name)
Wae ireohke gaseumi apeujyo
(Why does my heart start to hurt like this?)
Modeungeol jugo deo juji mothae
(You've given so much, you can't give much more)
Aswiwo haneun dangsingge
(But you're sorry because of it)
Mueoseul deuryeoya halji
(What can I give you return?)
Eomma naui eomeoni
(Mother, my sweet dear mother)
Wae ireohge nunmuri najyo
(Why are those tears streaming down your face?)
Gajang sojunghan nuguboda areumdaum
(You are so precious, the most beautiful in the world)
Dangsinui naui
(You are my)
Naui eomeoni
(My dear mother)
Cheoeum dangsinui moseubeun gieokhalsu eobtjiman
(I may not remember that first image of you when I had first looked at you)
Majimak moseubeun jungneun nalkkaji gieokhagetjyo
(But till my last moments, I'll remember you)
Nae modeun mam dahae saranghamnida
(From the bottom of my heart, I'll always love you)

(Haaa~)

Eomma ireumman bulleodo
(Mother, when I call your name)
Wae ireohke gaseumi apeujyo
(Why does my heart start to hurt like this?)
Modeungeol jugo deo juji mothae
(You've give so much, you can't give much more)
Aswiwo haneun dangsingge
(But you're sorry because of it)
Mueoseul deuryeoya halji
(What can I give you in return?)
Eomma naui eomeoni
(Mother, my dear sweet mother)
Wae ireohke nunmuri najyo
(Why are those tears streaming down your face?)
Gajang sojunghan nuguboda areumdaun
(You are so precious, the most beautiful in the world)
Dangsinui naui
(You are my)
Naui eomeoni
(My dear mother)

My dangsinui naui
(You are my)
Naui eomeoni
(My dear mother)

I look up and tears falling down my face. I try to smile but I can't. "I'm sorry." I bow and walk out stage. Jimin and and Jungkook went up to me and hug me and that when I just lost it. I cry so hard because to was hard for me that she not here anymore. I know I say that a lot but it really hurt me.

I already suffer so much, she was the only one that can heal me. She was like my best friend, my partner in crime. She was all I had. She means a lot to me. I miss you mom....

Namjoon POV
Seeing Jin cry breaks my heart. I didn't know he made a song just for his mom. He show so much emotion, he really show how he really feel. I know how he feel too. I wanted to say something to him but didn't.

"Our last contested is RM!" The principal announced. I smile and walk in stage. Once I got there, the music started to play and I wanted for a bit. Minutes later, I begin to sing.

This song means a lot to me. I been working this song for years.

I slowly close my eyes and sing all I have. I want to show a lot of people that I can make my own song, that I have a talent. I don't want them to see me as the king of the school anymore. Jin really open my eyes, make me understand that there people that is hurt from the inside while they're wearing a mask to show the world they have a prefect life.

| No one have a prefect life, people makes mistake. We don't show our real emotions until we truly ready to show it once more. But if you can't show the real you, the mask will grow thick and hard, it will get to the point, it will be hard for you to break it. It will stay with you until you know when to show the real you. |

"Moonchild, you shine, When moon rise, it's your time
C'mon y'all." After I was done singing. I open my eyes and see that it was dead quiet. No one say a word, not a cheer. 'Was I really that bad? The music I made wasn't that good? Namjoon, I was right. I knew they were going to hate it..' I question myself. "What song was that?." Judge three question. "It a song I made. It's called moodchild." I smile.

"I love it. You voice was so soft, the violin and the beat. God I love it. How long did this song took you?" Judge one question. "It took me a year now." I smile, exposing my dimples. "Wow, I see why that took a year. To make it prefect. I'll give you 9/10." I smile and everybody cheer. 'There is no way I'll beat Jungkook.' "I love it. It was calm and I would love to have this song in my phone. But I have to give you 8/10." Judge two answer. I nodded and wait for Judge three. "It was beautiful. I love it so much. 10/10." She smile and clap for me. I look at the fourth judge and she didn't look that's happy. She pinch the top of the nose bridge and wipe her eyes. "That's was beautiful but you did the same mistake with the others. Didn't hide there identity and the end was too long... your voice is prefect but it sound weird when it's soft but I'll give you 10/10." Everybody cheer and bow down. I may lost but hey, at least I show one of my song I been working on.

The principal told me to go backstage so the judge can choose the winner. Once I went back there, we were all standing there, waiting.

~five minutes later~

"Can I have the contested come up stages please." The principal smiled, holding an envelope. We all went up there and everybody was cheering for us. "I know you guys been waiting for this since the talent show been announced. But before I announce this, I just want to say thanks for the people who show there talents. I just want to let you guys know that your all winner in my heart, even tho you guys didn't hide your identity. You guys did an amazing job. After this, y'all going to your third period class or lunch." Everybody growl but cheer for us.

"Anyways, the judge has decided the winner. It wasn't easy for them. We all wanted you guys to win but there can be only one winner. The winner for this talent show is....." He smile. "Drum roll please."

Everybody start to pat their lap. "The winner for this talent show is..... KIM SEOKJIN!"

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Hello everyone! I hope you enjoy it! Sorry it's late and I'm getting there!!
Everyone liking the new bts album? If so, which song is your favorite? 👀👀
I love all of it!! I can't choose one 😩😭😭
I love you guys soo much! Alright, ima take a nap now because I stay up waiting for the album and stay up a little longer to write but see you next time 😭😘❤️