Him || Namjin

Chapter 9 | Pain pt.2

Jin POV
Tears keep falling down my cheek. Not knowing what to do anymore. It feels like I been here for months now, there are no windows to see the world, no food to eat, no water to drink. I can feel myself getting weaker and slowly dying. I look at the ground, knowing there no way getting out. Out of nowhere, something bright caught my eye and it was someone opening a door. I was confused at first, I never saw that door before when I came here. The guy, who is the doctor. He was wearing a mask and there was two nurse next to him. They slowly walk in the room and start walking toward me. "Are you here to help me?" I wipe my tears, silent. They're not saying anything. The two nurses grab my arm and held me down. I started to panic, I don't know what they're going to do to me. The doctor pulls out a long sharp needle and I start to move around so I can get free. "It okay to be scared. It just going to hurt a little." The doctor says with this rusty voice. He smiles and stabs the needle in my chest.

I saw the light and I quickly got up. I can feel the cold sweat dripping down and breathing so heavy. I look around and see I'm in the hospital. 'Why am I here?' I say to myself. The door slowly open and I saw the doctor walking with a clipboard. "Ah, good morning sleeping beauty. You finally wake. How are you feeling?" He smiles and waiting for my answer. I give him the look that I don't want to talk to him and look away. "Shy person? I understand." He smiles. "Well here is your x-ray. It shows that you broke four of your rib, collarbone and your nose." He points in the x-ray. "We did rush you in the emergency room this morning and the surgery was a success." I didn't know I broken a bone, well Namjoon broke my bone. "Well, you're going to spend the night here for today. You can go home tomorrow. We call your mom and she's on her way. Here some painkiller and get some rest okay." He smiles. "But I have one question. How did you get this badly? Did someone beat you up?" I look up at him and think if I should tell the truth to him or lie. I have no chance. I have to tell him what happens. "Oh, it was just I was playing dodgeball and kickball at P.E." I lied.

I can feel the guilty in my chest, why didn't I told the truth. He looks at me so suspicious, he nodded and write something in his clipboard. He smiles, thank me and walks out of the room. Before he leaves the room. He told me that I have a guest and if I would like them to see me now. I nodded them and he let them in and left.

"Jin you alright?" Jungkook walks in all worry. "I'm fine. What happen?" I question. He explains what happens and it left me in shock. I never knew that happen, all I know that I black out and that's it. "Hey, Can you do me a favor and bring me some water. I want to take this painkiller." I ask. He nodded and went to grab me some water. While I was waiting for Jungkook for my water, I hear someone walk in my room and I can't believe my eyes who it is. We both look at each other, dead in the eye. I look at his hand and I saw he have a bouquet of white beautiful lily. He looks at his hand and his face turns red. He walks towards me and hands me the bouquet of white lily. "Don't think this is an apology. I have to do this because of the principal." He explains. I look at the bouquet of lily and then look at him. "Thanks for the flower but I'm not going to accept it. Thank you very much." 'Jin what are you doing. Those flowers are so beautiful. There you favorite flower.' I yelled at myself. "Accept the god damn flower." He growls. I grab the flower and throw it to the ground. He grabs me by the hospital gown and put me close to him. "Listen you little shit, I didn't want to be here but don't mess around with me but accept this damn flo-." I cut him off by spitting on his face. He throws me to the ground and all I can feel is a lot of pain. "That it. You little shit."  He grabs my hospital gown and lifts his fist up.

"I won't do that if I was you." He turned around and saw Jungkook with water in his hand. "If you hurt him again, there is a camera in this room, recording every move you do like right now. Like you better start heading out before they get you and send you to jail." He smiles. Namjoon looks at me then to Jungkook. He let go and started walking toward the door. He walks pass Jungkook and left. Jungkook put the water in the table and help me get up. He put me back in bed and I thank him for helping me. He picks up the flower and put it in the bed. "They are nice flowers you know." Jungkook smiles. "But then again, he was the one that put you here." I got the flowers and analysis the beauty of it. The door open and I saw my eomeoni walking in, in fear.

It was night and everybody went home and I was left alone. Jungkook and Jimin offer to stay with me but I wanted to be alone for the night. The doctor told me if I need anything, I just have to press a bottom to call him. There was really nothing to do, I was just laying in bed, waiting for the day goes by. I turn to my right and I saw the bouquet of lily on the table, they were so beautiful. I can't help and admire the flower. I grab the Lily's front the table sniff the lily and oh my god, they smell so good. I lay down with the lily on my lap and I can feel my eyes getting heavy. I slowly close my eyes and drift asleep.

This pain hurt so much that I'm starting to fall in love for you,

Kim Namjoon.~