Brakes for nothing

Jennie

I did the only thing I could... I left everything behind... I only took the gold ring he put on my finger had he ask me to marry him that day I would have told him about what my father did for a living but when he didn't, that's when I knew we wasn't going to last... Three years before my Father pass away and I could go back to Italy.... I never told my Darling that My father was part of the Russian Mafia and the Italian Mafia... I look at the bodyguard how pick me up... I don't know if I'm make the right thing... I love him... but I found him one night Balls deep in one of the Girls that hang around the club... that's was the night I got the call from my Grandfather... I was going to tell him that I think I'm Pregnant... but that night I was what I was to him... I was just a girl to please him when he wanted... he didn't even claim me in-front of he's brothers when one of them was hitting on me... and was feeling me up in-front of him... I knew I was leaving that day...

I get on to the plane and we are leaving for my Home... What I'm going to do with my baby... I know that this will get trouble if Jack find out I left with he's child he made it clear that any children of he's will be raise in the Club....

I fall asleep as my Father's old bodyguard take me home... Home... I was 18 when I left and now I returning at 36 years old... I wish Jack was with me.. he would have love my home... I couldn't tell him how I was...

"Jasmine, Please talk to us" one of the Guard ask me and I look at him and I look up to see that my old friend's and Bodyguard are with us...

"I think I'm Pregnant" I tell them and they look at me.

"Where is the Father I will" they start Growling and I look out the window....

"Don't I left him... he don't know anything... I use Jennie not Jasmine... he won't find me... I still love him" I tell him and they look at me...

"You need a man to take the father's role... Your Grandfather will help you with that.." they tells me...

It's normal for my family to do this... We fall in love with someone we can't marry and we have their baby.. That's why My Stepfather tried to kill me... My father was a Russian, Spanish man A high Russian Mafia man... And my mother Italian and Scottish also with Ties to the Mafia but in Italy ... This made my temper high and deadly... Jack tried to keep me away from the trouble he had with the Club but I knew Just a call and I could take care of it but I never did... I need to find a man how will Raise my child with me... and accept that he will never sleep with me... I look at the Boy's how have been Guarding me all my life...

"Don't worry Darling.. You are home" they tell me...

For weeks I look at the Photo of Reaper and My grandfather find me a Russian man with some Italian blood... The first time I meet him I told him everything about what I had done, He listen and told me that he knew that my Child will be the only child because he will not sleep next to me.. he will not touch me in privet... I see him get hurt when I tell him this..

"You still love him?" he ask and I look at him.

"Yes... I can't stop loving him... Three years of my life and I still love him..." I tell him and he smile.

"Don't worry Jasmine" He say and I look at him it's strange to hear my real name again... I have been Jennie since I left home at 18 years old so my step-father didn't find me.

"Thanks Antonio" I tell him and he look at me.

"Leo darling... Call me Leo, when we are alone..." he say.

Antonio's voice remind me of Jack... I take one look at Antonio and I see that they could be brother's... only that Antonio's arms are not cover with tattoo like Jack... they both have dark hair and Steel Gray eyes... Jack is more tanned then Antonio but they are the same high and the same broad shoulders, the same ruff hand's... but Antonio's English is like Jack's Italian... Just don't go there... I keep my Russian up to speed so we speak Russian or Italian with one and other. I look at my Grandfather how are working out the things about the married we are going to have...