Brakes for nothing

Jade/Charlie

I feel cold... I know he left me alone.. I Know he when to deal what I couldn't deal with... I shake from the cold and I shake of fear... I don't want Vlad to die... but by my own rules he should be dead...I try to sleep but I can't.... I shake harder as the time passes.. I keep my eyes close and pray.. I hear the door open after sometime.. I don't know if it's Ace or if it's the Maid how are coming for the cloth... I hear how someone is moving in the room and I know it's not the maid she know she's not allowed to do this.. I feel the bed move and I turn over as I open my eyes and I take a deep breath... shit it's the soap we use when we get bloody I feel how my body start shaking as he pull me hard to his side like he want me close... Just tell me darling... just tell me his dead so I can get pass it...

"He's in hospital... We didn't Kill him" Ace Whisper out and I feel how I start to shake and I know I'm crying...

"I wanted to darling... but I couldn't kill him it would hurt you more if I did kill him" he tells me and I feel how he run his fingers thru my hair... the way he and daddy run their fingers thru my hair is making me calm down and it make me feel safe.. My family never did this... they never held me when I was crying...

"Thanks you" I whisper out against his skin he hold me close, he wanted to Kill Vlad he felt what I feel but he also knew that if he killed him I would be hurt even more...

"He's beaten up?" I ask even if I don't want to I need to know... I hear how he sigh at my words...

"Yeah... Reaper... beat the shit out of him first... then When he told me what he accuse you of.. I wanted to kill him and I didn't hear anything after that word... and as soon as he stop speaking Me and Crash beat him too... I didn't plan on letting Crash join in.. but I couldn't stop him... It was like I didn't know What I did.. yes he got Shoot three time's and a gaze.. then I send him to hospital.." He tells me and I'm surprised that another member would jump in.. but he hold me everything... and for that I'm Kiss his neck..

"Sleep" I tell him and he take a breath as I whisper it out...

"One more thing... your bodyguard are forbidden to speak anything but English around me or with you when I'm there... and if anyone speak another language they have to translate every word... and this that happen with Vlad stay in the house... only those how saw it.. will know of it..." He tells me... just like anything in this family... every guard will know to keep in in the house... and I sit up and I look at him and I can tell his worried about what he said... 

I love him and I look at his face before he can say another word I kiss him and I close my eyes and I keep kissing him... I feel how his hand twist in to my hair and I love it how he lop his arms around body and I feel how his body is moving up against mine... I love her and I feel that he let's me take control and I start rubbing my body up against him I feel his lips moving down my neck and I feel the yawn and it take a second before he stop kissing me...

"We talk about that in the morning" He tells me and I yawn again...

I feel him pull me in to his arms and he pull me to his chest and he lay down with me close to him... I feel how he put my head on his chest and I hear his heart beat and he pull his fingers thru my hair and just like that I'm a sleep.. I sleep  on his chest and I feel safe....

I wake up at the sun coming in thru my window... The window we forgot to cover last night I try to move my head but I can't... Shit he have twisted his fingers in to my hair making my head lay still on his chest.. I do what I can... I hear the first knock telling me they are up.. and that they are fixing breakfast and I start to wake him up I need him to let go of my hair so I can get up... I move my hand's over his ribs and I let my lips touch his skin... that's when the second and the third knock come and I feel how he move and how his fingers are twisted out of my hair and I lift my head and I look at him as he smile at me...