Brakes for nothing

Jade/Charlie

I have a killer headache... I look at the mirror... Ivan woke me up... I have never called every Jackals that I have to come... and I have to make a memo never to do it again... I have not got much sleep the last 24 hours I have greeted all of them how have come... I got Irish working on the bomb.. I need that house destroyed.. I told him I would do anything to make it happen... I see how Ivan come into my room...

"Jade" He say and I turn to him... I growl at him...

"coming" I tell him and I walk pass the room where my daddy and Hell-hound are sleeping ....

Hell-hound I can't help but think about how he kiss me... No not Hell-hound... he's name is Ace... Ace Waylon Jackson... I sigh as I let my finger's glide over he's door... I have tried to ge a chance to talk to him but my Crew are fighting and I can't leave them alone... you think Men as old as them would be able to keep peace but NO they are fighting over shit.. someone took the last ham... but there is more in the Kitchen... one took the as tea bag.. I feel my head pound like a jackhammer... And no one have given me a cup of Coffee.. You would think that they would know me well enough to make sure that I get Coffee.. NO... I walk in to the room where they are staying and as I look at them I know I don't will be sleeping anymore today... Fuck them... I want my Coffee and I want some peace and quiet to drink it.. I want to sit back and look at my son play in the grass and I want to know what Ace wanted to talk to me about...but No.... No My fucking crew can't get along for one hour so I can be with my son.. 

I look at them as I slam my fist in the table I'm Grumpy as hell right now and I don't like it... I yell at them and I scream and I know Vlad will wash my mouth again... when this day is over... I know if I get the bomb inside the house instead of outside.. then it will make more damage to the building... I look at the maps that my Japanese crew come with... It look's like Valentino have been planing to take over... I want that money... the have stolen from me... I'm the Head of the family every money that this Family make come thru me and I will give it out to how need it I invest the money... and they have keep over three million dollar... I don't like it I look at my assassins and they nod to me they know I want it back they have done it before.. you don't take money that belong to me... I look at them as I smell coffee how I wish that my crew would bring me the cup of black liquid with suger and milk... Skip-jack knew how I wanted my Coffee but I know he won't because he have he's hands full with Anthony and I hope that Anthony love he's room... 

I have my head in my hand's my head is killing me.. I haven't got much sleep and I keep fighting with my Crew they respect me as have got next to nothing sleep the last three day... I see how someone walk in to the room and I'm not happy I have tried to get some sleep... i don't even know what Language I speak now... My head hurt and I only had one Cup of coffee and Skip-jack gave it to me yesterday... and I got to hold my son... I need a break... I start to understand what Vlad was talking about... That I need someone to ground me... I need someone how is not afraid of telling me to stop and take a break... after I had my time with my son... I left to go to my room.. I need to be alone... and I stood in my room looking down in to the backyard when I saw  a group standing around and I saw my daddy and Hell-hound having a fistfight... I keep looking at him... he took off the golden ring and put it on the necklace... i feel my hand move up to my lips.. he calm me down... he did hold back the demon I'm and he still kiss me after what i did... No don't go there... You need to talk to him but you also need to make the crew ready... I stand and looking at the guy's how are now speak all at once and I stand here dreaming about a kiss... Get your fucking act together Jade... nothing going to happen and if it does it will end in heartbreak.. just look at what you Grandfather did to you....of all the things the Valentino family did it was one thing that the most is that man how have been my Grandfather hold my life... told me that MY So-called Father Should have All this My Father that didn't even try to help me build the Empire should take over... The jackass to Father how loved he's whores more then me or my mother... I feel hunger and I see Vlad come up to me and give me the look that say food now...