Brakes for nothing

Hell-hound

Shit... fuck how did I get my ass in this mess... I look at Charlie's face of Chock.. I look in to her eyes... Shit I didn't want to Tell her like this I was planing on telling her when I had her alone and not scream in her face... I regret yelling the word at her... I see how she shake her head... I see how she trying to make sense of my words... I feel my heart beat hard against my ribs... Please say something darling... yell at me.. beat the shit out of me but don't you fucking stand quite like this... then I see how her shoulder slump down, her face and eyes are falling... I see how she eyes lose her fire and I see how she spin around on her heels... I don't even think as my hand grip on her vrist and I get a good hold on her before she even take a step... 

"Oh you don't" I tell her as I have good grip on her hand as I pull her around...

I didn't count on how light Charlie is as I pull her so she spin back around looking at me because I over power my pull so that she fly in to my chest, I know I'm not one to plan on long terms things... but I need to make her understand... my hand move with me thinking.. My hand is on her neck before I think about it.. I force her head up so she looking at me... I have been gentle with her because of her scars on her face and neck but it's out the window now... I need her to understand... I meant my words... I look at her eyes and I know that I love her, I will show her and I will show the bikers that are around us will know this is my Queen... I'm not backing down... I see her look at me look at me and I lick my lips... this can go two way's... Reaper and her crew may kill me... or Reaper beat the shit out of me.. he know I haven't spoken to Charlie about my feelings... I feel her not resist me as I force her head backwards and she look at me as I lik my lips I want her to accept this... I hold her head steady and I see her eye look dry I need to get her drop ... I see it how her eyes are starting to close... I have learned a lot from looking at her.. as her eyes blink close I pull her forward to me and I kiss her roughly... I twist my hand in to her hair pulling her closer and she don't push me away... I taste the Coffee that my darling was drinking and she still taste like raspberries and mangoes.. my hand on her neck stroke her scars on her neck and face.. I feel her hand tilt a little in to my hand but I don't allowed her head to move so the other's see it... this is me showing her I'm in control... I let her lips go slowly...

"I love you Charlie..." I whisper against her lips... letting my breath wash over her and I see her look at me. I see the chock and the surprise and that she try to understand what I just said and what I did... Maybe she will understand this...

"I didn't plan on telling you like this... but I do love you Charlie..." I tell her and I slowly untwist my fingers from her hair making sure not to hurt her... I still hold one of my hand on her neck making sure that she stay right where I want her... I move my hand to my to my necklace and I see the look in her eyes... she wonder what I'm doing... I pull out my necklace and I pull out the Ring for every one to see... In for a dime, in for a dollar... I have already taken the first jump and I better do it all the way...

"You saw this?" I ask her and she slowly nod to me as she looking at the ring... and I make sure I make my hand on her neck a little softer... I smile at her as I drop the ring back on to my chest... and I move that hand to the other side of her head so I hold her head in both of my hands...

"Good because that ring will only leave this necklace to be place on one person's finger and it's your finger it belong's on. do you understand..." I tell her and I see how she understand what i'm saying... I'm a possessive bastard that would anyone in the Club tell you... I don't share.. and I don't play well with others how are having a claim on my girl... I see that she understand what i'm saying about this...

I see her look at me as I pull her closer again and I bend down to kiss her again... giving her time to stop me... this time I put all the gentleness I left out in the first kiss.. this is my promise to her.. I will always take care of her... I will protect her and I will always love her... I don't nibble on her lips... I slowly break the kiss from her and I rest my forehead against her's as I hold her close to me...