chapter 23

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WARNING: 16+ Content in this chapter.

You and Zac walked into the church where the funeral was taking place. It was a small church, but very beautiful with stain glass windows and beautiful statues. Zac wore a black suit and you wore a black dress with a black little cardigan sweater with your hair in a high ponytail. Zac held your hand tightly and walked with you into a pew to sit down. someone came behind Zac and put his hand on his shoulder startling him out of him sipping a few tears.

"Zac....Y/N.....you came..." Matt said whispering as Zac stood up and hugged him tightly as did you.

"Of course we did... I'm so sorry again." Zac said rubbing his back hugging him again.

"Matt, I'm so sorry for what happened, Lily was amazing." You said trying to hold back tears

"Thank you y/n she loved you...Zac did you..." Matt said asking about the speech

"Yes I did. It's nothing much but of course I did something for her." Zac said taking out a piece of paper.

"Thank you guys so much. She would have loved this." Matt said upset

"It's okay." Zac said reassuringly

You and Zac sat back down and you cried lightly in his shoulder as they did speeches. Zac was up. Zac slowly stood up and kissed your head and walked up to the open casket and dropped the pic of him and lily that was taken the first day she met him. Zac wipped a tear and walked up to the Podium.

"Um so *sniff* I'm kinda a wreck right now *sniff* but many of you think I'm going to say this upsetting, sad, speech about how amazing Lily smith was but I'm not. Don't get me wrong she was an amazing girl, *chuckles from crowd*, but I'm here to tell you who Lily was to me. She was bright and crazy very very crazy. She loved me as an actor. She loved my movies. Knew all the words to the songs and dances and knew every behind the scenes fact there was to know and I never would have met this AMAZING Family if it wasn't fate. I met Matt in the bathroom of the hospital which my girlfriend was getting surgery because of a bad accident she was in, *looked at you who was smiling through tears* I was crying and upset and he talked to me and helped me. He told me his daughter was going through a clinical trial for her cancer and she would be cancer free. My first reaction was 'God I sound so selfish' *chuckles from crowd* and then he brought me to meet her. I will never forget her face. She was so happy and it was a priceless reaction. I still remember her the first 5 minutes into meeting me her asking about my love life. "Who is she?" "Whats her name?" "Omg you have to get her back!!" She was exclaim to me. Lily was amazing and sweet and kind and cared for others but she was really a teenager who was battling cancer and kept a smile and fought through until the very end. So most of all, Lily, was Brave. She was braver than me and she kinda got me my girlfriend back. *said the last part quieter causing laughter form the crowd* She was a fighter and she will always leave a special place in my hea~" Zac finished being cut off by choking up and crying. Everyone awwwed at Zac and he choked out

"Thank *sniff* you *sniff*" he walked down and got to your seat where you hugged him and kissed his hand over and over again to calm him down.

"Shhhhh it's okay it's okay." You said in Zac's ear.

After the funeral Zac and you went back to his place to grab something to eat. You walked into his house and sat on the couch.

"What do you want to eat?" Zac said sitting next to you looking over.

"I don't know. I just want to eat pizza and ice cream all night." You said as a joke

"Coming right up." Zac said smiling a little kissing your cheek before he got up and ordered a pizza

"Zac"

"Yea?" He said turning around

You grabbed his face and kissed him slowly but passionately. Zac pulled away in shock and said to you with your eyes still closed in bliss from the kiss.

"y/n what....are we?"

You cut him off by kissing him again and pulled away for a split second and said "shut up and kiss me. Don't think just fucking kiss me." You said starting to make out with him against the kitchen table. You were both upset about Lily and this is how you coped with it. Zac picked you up and bright you upstairs. Your hands were mixed in his hair as he smiled and looked up at you and started to kiss you again. He laid you on the bed and got on top of you slowly kissing your neck as you lightly moaned pulling him down. You looked at each other and smiled and you pulled his shirt off as he dove down on your lips again

 You looked at each other and smiled and you pulled his shirt off as he dove down on your lips again

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He turned around and picked you up and put you on top of him. You weren't talking but you didn't need too. You knew what you both wanted. Zac took off your dress and admired your  black lace bralette before taking it off and smiling leaning up kissing you again as you giggled at him. Soon enough Zac was on top of you ready to go. He whispered down in your ear as he kissed around it

"You okay baby?" Zac said sweetly as he entered you.

"Yes baby yes I love you." You said grabbing his back

Zac went harder and faster until he was in full motion. You were both about to reach your climax and Zac didn't pull out. You felt his warm ness in your body and you loved it. Zac pulled out when he was done and pulled you close to him under the bed covers.

"Oh zac." You said still out of breath

"That was..." Zac started

"Amazing?" You giggled finishing his sentence

"Better than amazing." Zac said turning toward you

"What's wrong? Is it about Lily?" You said to Zac who was looking down at you with sad eyes

"No. Just everything is going downhill for me. I lost you, lily died, and I didn't get the damn part." Zac said turning around so you didn't see him cry

"Heyyy come here turn back around. You didn't loose me. I'm right here. And the movie oh screw them there are many movie parts out there. Trust me." You said stroking Zac's cheek

"But you said....you needed time...." Zac said

"It's up. I mean we just....did it...." you said smiling a little seeing Zac laugh

"So were good?" Zac said about to kiss you

"We're good babe." You said kissing him

You both snuggled together and laughed. Zac our on a movie but you didn't really pay attention you just talked. Some deep some not but it helped you both. You leaned up and kissed him a few times before saying

"I'm going to fall asleep." You said snuggling more into him

"Okay baby goodnight my love..." Zac said kissing your head

"Goodnight baby." You said falling asleep

After you were asleep Zac saw the opened yet not used condom on the night stand. His eyes widened realizing he didn't pull out. They were too into what they were doing they forgot. Zac took your phone and opened it. He smiled a little that it was of him doing some silly pose. He found your cycle app and check where you are. Safe. Thank god. Zac your phone back down and fell asleep snuggled next to you.

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