Chapter 60: Confusion

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(Peyton's P.o.v)

We were all out by the pool when Connor came outside. Damn he has a nice body.

"Who Connor?" Troye asks
"What?" I ask confused
"You just said damn he has a nice body." he chuckles
"I need to stop saying what im thinking." I say blushing
"I do it all the time. This one time I accidentally told Sawyer he was hot." Troye says laughing
"Well I cant disagree there." I chuckle as a pair of hands cover my eyes

"Guess who?!" The voice says happily
"DAMN" Troye screams. I burst into laughter before answering
"Connor?" I ask
"How did you know?" He asks
"Lucky guess." I say looking at Troye who does his signature wink.
"You didnt say bye!" I say poking him
"What?" he says with a mouth full of hummus
"Your outro dummie." I say reaching for a carrot
"Ohh...baiiii!" he exclaims winking
"There you go!" I say laughing
"GOOD MORNING BURRIES I-" David starts
"DAVID!" Meghan yells hitting his arm.
"Ouch! Girl you can hit!" he says rubbing his arm where Meghan hit him.

I have to admit I love hanging out with other YouTubers. They are so much fun and they are extremely funny. Im interrupted by Jenn snapping her fingers in my face

"Hellooooo?" she says
"Sorry...got lost in thought." I reply
"C'mon go in the pool with me." Andrew says
"No I don't like swimming." I lie. They don't know I self-harm. And that would be awkward.
"Pleaseeeee?" Tyler asks giving me the puppy eyes.
"Shit" I mumble. Getting up.
"SCORE ONE FOR TILLY!" Tyler screeches.
" I hate you" I say trying not to smile.

I put on my bikini just in case and I put clothes over it. I took off the crop top and shorts that I was wearing over my bikini. I look up nervously and everyone is staring directly at my arms. Before they could say anything I dragged Tyler to the edge of the pool before I pushing him in and I jumped in afterwards.

"What was that for you little shit." He says doing his signature laugh
"I felt like it." I say sassily
"Ohhhh queen!" He giggles

Not even five seconds later Troye, Connor, Joey, Sawyer, and Meghan are in the pool. Shit. I go swim to the deep end but someone grabs me by my waist pulling me back. I expect it to be Jc, but when I turn around its Connor.

"Not so fast Pey." Connor says.

I turn around and everyone, and I mean everyone is standing there looking at me expectantly.

"What?" I ask as innocently as possible.
"Why?" Troye asks indicating to my upper arms.
"Long story." I say quietly
"We have time Pey." Sawyer says
"Please?" Kian asks with tears in his eyes. Sighing, I go to explain because there is no way I'm getting out of this.

"It started in eighth grade, I got bullied really bad. Everyone hated me and I felt worthless. Like no one would care. So I cut. This continued until after we graduated high school. I stopped when I started to make YouTube videos. When I got famous. All I could see was hate. And a lot of it. So yeah...thats that." I say

"Pey Im so sorry." Tyde says tears brimming his eyes.
"Tyde its not your fault. If anything you helped me." I say engulfing him into a hug.

After a few moments, we pulled apart. Everything went normal. Jc and Lia were no where to be seen which I have to admit bugs me, but Im sure its nothing. We sit around the fire roasting marshmallows when I feel a hand grab mine. I immediately feel sparks between me and this person, but when I look over its....

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CLIFFHANGER...OOPS. Comment who you think it is! If you get it right ill inbox you so you know! I love you all sooooo much, and until next time...☁STAY CLOUDY☁ love you guys ❤

-Peyton

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