Amnesia (Luke Hemmings fan-fic)

Chapter 38:

-Luke Point of View-

I still can't believe she is in a coma.. She looked so peaceful, but I didn't get to say good bye. It breaks my heart that she has to wake up and not be able to see me. Also, my "people" said I needed to get a new phone and the only contacts I could have were my family, Calum, Ashton, Michael, Niall, Zyn, Liam, Harry and Louis. That was it. I tried to memorize her number, but it seemed impossible. 

"Hey, man. What are you thinking about?" Niall asks me sitting down next to me in the lounge on the tour bus.

"Uh. Nothing, it doesn't matter.. she probably hates me for leaving" I mumble at the end

"Wait. She? YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND?" He practically yells.

"Niall, no. I was going to ask her, but then.. uh.. her mom died and she passed out and then we were told we were going on tour. She woke up and I tried to tell her, but I couldn't. I ran out and she chased me and then she passed out.. she's in a coma now..." I say, but I begin to cry

Niall's jaw drops "Oh my- Luke! DID YOU STEAL MY UNDE-" Calum interrupts, but cuts himself off when he sees me crying.

I turn away not wanting him to see me crying, even though he already has. 

"Luke, stop thinking about her. It's not your fault that she's in a coma." He says trying to calm me down.

"It is! If I could've told her that I was going on tour and she couldn't come then she wouldn't have chased me and passed out" I yell, tired of everyone's pity.

Calum's face drops from me yelling at him, he walks out of the room.

"Man, it really isn't your fault. You were just scared, please stop blaming yourself. You just upset Calum." he says walking out of the room. He goes to find Calum, which isn't hard considering they are on a tour bus.

The one thing I remember of Grace was her youtube. I grab my phone and begin watching her youtube videos. 

-Grace's Point of View-

I decided to make a youtube video, because I haven't made one in forever. The song I decided to sing was a song I loved so much. Miserable at Best by  Mayday had always been a song I would listen to when I felt alone. 

I set up my camera, keyboard and laptop. 

"Katie, don't cry, I know

You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there and)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I'll bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there and)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I'll bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

Ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh

And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
It's been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there and)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I'll bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
But without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best"

I sing and at the end I begin to cry. I'll just edit it out, and post it, I think to myself. Ending the video, I hook my camera to my computer and edit the video. I then upload it and automatically get a like. Checking to see who it is, shocks me. It's hemmo1996.. Lucas Robert Hemmings.. He then comments

"Grace, I love you. I need to talk to you, what is your twitter?"  it reads

I comment back "@summerinthedark" 

After that I get a follow from @5SOS and @Luke5SOS, then a dm.

I open it and it says...

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Sorrry, not sorry that I left you with a cliffhanger. I love you guys! I will post on Monday.. HEHEHE