Amnesia (Luke Hemmings fan-fic)

Chapter 24

We get in the car, I ride with Luke. "Hey. Don't worry. It'll get better. I promise." Luke says quietly. "Will it though?" I say looking at the phone in my lap. "Yeah it will." He says looking at me. "When? And look at the road please.." I say quietly. "I can't tell you that, but I has to get better." He says looking at the road. "Last time I said that I ended up hurting myself." I say really quietly. We arrive at Walmart. "What do you mean hurt yourself?" He says parking and looking at me. I show him my wrist, "I'm surprised you haven't noticed. There's so many of them." I say looking at my wrist then at Luke's face. "When did this happen?" He says looking me in the eyes. "3 days ago.." I say looking down at my lap. "Why?" He says quietly. "I was being bullied.." I say raising my leg to my chest. "Why were you being bullied?" He says grabbing my hand. "Look at me. I'm not pretty, I'm not tall, and lets face it, I'm awkward. I know what others don't at my school. They think this is their life, it's just four years of your life that aren't going to matter in two years. I'm not the same as other girls, even Val is 'popular' although she does get bullied, she's still 'popular' I'm not. I'm just a girl that means nothing to anyone. It's better to face it, than to lie to myself." I say looking at my wrist. "You're right, you're not pretty, you're gorgeous. You're short, but that's perfect. You're smart, smart is beautiful. High school isn't going to matter at all in two years. You mean something to me.." He says looking in my eyes. He gets closer to me. I feel his warm breath on my lips. He leans in and kisses me. His lips are so soft and plump, I kiss him back softly. He pulls away and looks at me sweetly. "Luke. Guess what.." I say looking back at him. "Huh?" He says raising his eyebrows. "You...were my...first kiss.." I say looking at him holding my wrist. "Really? No one has ever kissed you?" He says as one of the boys opens my door. "Nope." I say looking at Mikey behind me. "We finally found a parking spot." He says smiling. "Okay. Lets go get me some pjs." I say smiling. Luke gets out and puts me in my wheelchair. He leans down. "If you want, you can sleep with me in my bed tonight. After the boys fall asleep, so they don't ask questions." He whispers. I smile and he whispers "I'll take that as a yes." He says pushing me towards Walmart's entrance.
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Well, this is my first A/N.
I've written up to chapter 40.. Should I post it right away or should I wait and leave you in suspense? What do you guys think so far? There is so much that is gonna happen, you're gonna be like WHOA!!! WHAT THE?! Cause I don't even really think about what I'm writing I just do it. Also, this whole fanfic is based on a dream, it was just a tiny dream and then I made so much more of it. The dream part doesn't come in later, well anyhow. Tell me what you think with this so far!!! -Grace