I close my bedroom door, and side down the side of it. How could I let that happen?
I run my fingers through my hair, and let out a small sigh.
"Madi," Michael says knocking on the door. "Can I come in?"
"Just-just a second." I say as I stand up and fix myself. I open the door, and let him in. Obviously leaving the door open.
"Did that make you uncomfortable? I mean, I didn't mean to. If I could, I would take it all back. But obviously-" Michael freaks out.
"Mikey, it didn't make me uncomfortable. I'm cool." I say smiling.
"Then, why did you run up here?"
"Because, I need to change clothes. I don't want to smell like the ice-cream shoppe all day."
We sit on the edge of my bed in silence for a few minutes.
"Madi, can..can I tell you something?" Michael asks slowly bringing his eyes to meet mine.
"Of course, anything."
"Never mind." He gets up off my bed and heads for the door.
"No, Michael. What is it?" I say stepping in front of him blocking the door way.
"I could easily move you, you know that. Right?" He laughs at the thought of removing me from where I stand.
"Yes, but, we're focused on what you were going to tell me." I say putting my right hand on the door frame, my shirt rises a little above my bellybutton.
"It doesn't matter, Madison."
"Please?" I beg.
"Fine..You're a really good kisser." He smiles and walks down to everyone else after removing me.
Is this really happening? This has got to be a dream.
I walk over to my dresser, and pull out some of Blake's clothes to put on. I tie my hair up in a ponytail, because putting it in a bun is too extreme.
I walk back to the band and chill with them until Blake gets off.
"Madi, are you sure you and Michael have nothing going on?" Luke asks standing in front of me.
"I'm 100% absolutely positive. We're just friends." I say once again.
"Because, that kiss definitely had some kind of meaning to it." Luke laughs, his lips parting into a huge, but beautiful, smile.
"If Ashton hadn't have done that, nothing would've happened. I'm positive it had no meaning behind it." Lies.
"Luke, just leave her alone. Obviously she has a boyfriend. No one can compare to him." Michael says rummaging through my refrigerator. "Damn, Madi. You really need to go grocery shopping."
"Well, why don't you do it for me? I'm busy at work, and with Blake. Then, you came back..Just, I will later." I say as Blake barges through the door. "Don't say anything." I tell everyone quietly before Blake realizes who's here.
"Oh, its these fagbags." Blake smirks while walking over to me and kissing my cheek.
"Blake, have you, no no; do you ever kiss Madi on the lips?" Ashton says, annoyed.
"Why is that any of your concerns?" Blake asks sliding a hand across my back and turns toward Ashton.
"Every time we see you two together, you only kiss her cheek." Ashton states a point. "I just thought, ya know, since you've been together for a while now; she'd like a kiss upon her lips every once in a while."
"True." I mumble.
"Alright, fine." Blake says forcing his lips on mine. Pulling apart, he says, "Now what?"
"No, no. Not with force. Ease her in." Ashton says like some kiss expert.
Blake pulls our bodies close together, and kisses me once again.
"Here, let me show you." Ashton says breaking us apart. "Do you mind?"
"That you're going to be kissing my girl? Uh, yeah." Blake says with attitude.
"No, I'm not going to kiss her. I'm going to show you how to ease her in. Now watch." Ashton slowly pulls me in towards him, and cups my left cheek in his palm. His other hand finding its way to my lower back.
My breath hitches as I try to grasp what's happening.
"And then you just kiss her." Ashton says with a smile, returning to his spot on the sofa.
"Yeah, that's too romantic for me. I like to speed things up." Blake says smacking my ass before entering the kitchen area
"Right.." I say annoyed by his actions. I plop down on the sofa between Calum and Michael.
"You enjoyed that, didn't you?" Calum laughs. "Your facial expression was like 'Oh my God! I get to kiss 2/4 of 5SOS in one day!'" He laughs even more, and harder than before.
"Not true. I would never, and I mean, never kiss Ashton."
"You said that about me, too." Michael chimes in. I can't help but look at him as he never looks away from his phone.
"You're a different story, though. I actually liked it." I admit in front of everyone. As soon as I shut my mouth, Blake returns.
"Madi, you seriously need to go grocery shopping."
"Fine! I'll go." I say raising my hands a bit.
Blake surprisingly leaves at five to go home. He leaves me alone with the band.
As darkness approaches, I let them stay again because I'm just that nice.
I walk in my room, ready for bed, just to find Mikey in my bed again.
"I don't know how long it's gonna be like this, Mikey, but..it has to end sometime." I crawl in bed with him after turning off the lights.
"Don't worry, Madi. You'll be alright." Michael says as he kisses my forehead. "Goodnight."
"Goodnight."
I'm still contemplating if what happened today was real or not. One thing I know, is, I enjoyed every second of it.
