It's been two weeks since the night Blake and I got back together, and two weeks since I lost my virginity to my best friend.
"Blake, stop! I can't keep doing this." We've been arguing nonstop for the past week. He cheated on me, again.
"Madi, I'm sorry! How do you think I feel knowing you live with four other guys, and me not knowing what the hell you do whenever we depart again." Blake yells.
"I would never do that to you." I cry as I stand up.
"Sure, whatever." Blake scoffs and sits on the sofa.
Story Time; I had just came back from swimming with the band when I decided to visit Blake at his apartment. I walked in on him and his baby mama having some fun on the sofa. I was shocked and frozen. I slowly brought my hands to my mouth as I made my way to him. Of course, I slapped his face again and nearly killed her. Moral of the story; never cheat on someone who loves you more than anything.
"Seriously, Blake? You're such an idiot." I run out of his apartment and take a seat on the bus stop bench. I rest here for a while as I cry. I decide to leave when strangers come up to me asking if I'm fine.
I make my way to the apartment I share with Luke, Calum, Ashton, and Michael. Michael and I don't sleep in the same room anymore, and to be honest..it's lonely.
I run up to my room before anyone can see me crying. To my luck, Michael follows. I don't even bother to kick him out.
"You shouldn't date him, he's an idiot. Obviously." Michael said as we're sitting on my bed.
"But, I love him, Michael." I sob more into his chest.
"Who's always holding you up with love?" He storms out of my room. I'm left to cry without my best friend comforting me.
You are, Mikey, you are.
I wait another two hours before facing everyone in the living room.
"Madi, I'm so sorry. Blake is a dou-" Luke begins to say.
"I know. It's fine." I smile and grab a water bottle. "Where's Michael?" I ask sitting on the sofa between Calum and Luke.
"He stormed out of here after he came from upstairs." Calum states.
"Great.." I take another drink, and sigh. "I've pissed him off big time."
"Yeah, what exactly happened?" Luke asks.
"Blake cheated on me again, and me and Michael kinda argued. He walked out and, yeah..you know the rest." I say throwing my bottle away. I'm officially done with Blake.
"Well, I'm sorry." They all say in unison.
"Don't be. I'm officially done with him." I say as I open the door, only to be met with the beautiful face of Michael. "Michael, hi."
"Madi." We stand in awkward silence for a while. "Ya know, I live here. It can't be awkward between us forever. I sure as hell not going back to the old apartment."
"I know." I start to move out of his way until he grabs my arms and pulls me forward.
Our faces are inches away, and God knows I want to close the gap.
"Let's not make it awkward. Let's make it normal." Michael whispers against my lips.
"It'll never be normal again." I have no clue what he's saying, but I'm just going to go along with it.
"Of course it will." He slowly brings our lips together again and I lose my balance. I grab on tightly to his shoulders for support. His hands once again find their ways to my lower back and my hip.
Kissing Michael feels so right. His lips are soft and gentle against mine and my skin. I could love him forever, and never stop.
"Uhm, hello? Guys?" Once again, we forgot the rest were in the room.
Michael and I pull apart laughing as they make a huge ruckus behind us.
"So, where does this leave you two this time?" Ashton asks smiling.
"Michael, would you answer that." Honestly, I don't know the answer and I'm hoping Michael does.
"I think we all know." Michael kisses me once again, and we find our way back to my room.
I'm reliving two weeks ago, without the Blake drama. I've officially decided on Michael. After all, he is the one who holds me up with love when Blake ruins me.
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I know, this chapter is crap. I'm sorry for that. But please, don't stop reading. It'll get better, I promise!! I ♥ You!!!
