*One Month Later*
We have to leave again for our American tour. I don't want to leave Madi here. My heart breaks.
We start packing all our things when Madi comes down the steps.
"Wh-what are you doing?" Madi says, sounding like she's about to cry.
"Uh..we..we have to leave, Madi." I say, slowly.
"America is calling." Calum says trying to lighten up the mood.
"No. You can't go. I don't want you to."
"We've got to." I walk up to her, and envelope her in a hug.
"Don't ever leave." I feel my shirt get hot, and I knew then that Madi was crying. I didn't know what to say. I mean, what can I say? I just hold her tighter and start to cry myself.
"Michael, we've got to go." Ashton says, putting a hand on my shoulder.
I don't want to leave. I don't want to go.
**
Its the first night of the tour, and I still don't feel the best.
"Michael, we've got to go on stage. I know you're hurt, but..I know Madi is proud of you. You can do this." Luke hugs me.
I sigh and make my way to the stage.
We start off with SLSP. Then, Don't Stop.
"Alright, how about we do a song we haven't done in a while." Luke says into the mic.
The crowd screams, and I can't help but picture Madi in the crowd. A tear forms in my eye, but I quickly wipe it away.
"...She sleeps alone. My heart wants to come home. I wish I was, I wish I was..Beside you. She lies awake, I'm tryna find the words to say. I wish I was, I wish I was..Beside you!"
I can't quite play the guitar or sing without thinking of Madi. I wish I never left her. I wish I was with her. I wish I was beside her..I wish I was..
"Thank you guys! We love you!" We blow the fans kisses and bow before we exit the stage.
"Michael, call her." Calum says
"I can't. I'll break, and I can't take it. I'm fine." I sigh.
"You know that's a lie."
"Calum, I'm fine." I growl and he leaves me alone.
I don't mean to be mean, but..I don't want to call Madi. Not so soon.
We get on the tour bus, and I head straight for bed. I don't shower or anything. Just straight to bed.
"Michael-''
"I don't want to talk." I cut Ashton off and roll over.
Ashton sighs and leaves, joining Luke and Calum.
I sigh and close my eyes. I let the tears fall freely and cry myself to sleep.
I miss Madi so much. I just don't want to talk to her and hear her cry. That'll make me cry even more.
"I love you, Madison Hailey Maynard." I whisper and hold her shirt up to my chest before crying myself to sleep.
Soon, I'll be home. Soon.
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