The Moon. (Newt fanfic)

Get to know the author (ME!)

(NOT A CHAPTER)

(Sorry, guys! This isn't a chapter, but I wanted to explain some stuff about my life, so you don't have to read, but this just explains why I'm constantly at doctors and I update late! At the end there is something I'd like you to read though!!! I'm working on a chapter as we speak, so...... let's get to it!!! 😁❤️❤️)

Hi guys! I'm gonna do something different, instead of a chapter real quick! I thought it would be fun to do something a little different! So, here is some info on me!

I am a teenager that LOVES books, writing, and music! And HORSES!!! (Yes I do have a horse). I have two dogs. Jaxson and Luna.

Jaxson is a black lab and is almost two! And Luna is my soon to be Service dog! She is a black golden doodle and is 7 and a half months! I have a 10 year old horse named Cash. She is a thoroughbred/ quarter horse, and with a little more training will be my barel racing horse! And me and my doctor (that owns my horse) made a deal with me. If I got out of my wheelchair I can have the horse that looks exactly like my old one that died. So I did end up getting out of my wheelchair. But we will get to that in a bit.

I have three sisters and two brothers! One sister and both brothers are grown and are moved out. My other two sisters are younger than me. One is 3 and SOOOO cute! And the other is 8 and has autism, and I'm so proud of how far she has come! Both parents are married, although my dad is sick and we don't know what's wrong with him.... :( :(

I have a little nephew that is 10 months and a niece that is 5 months. And another Neice or Nephew on the way!!! (I'm sooo excited, I'm hoping for a girl)

Now on to myself......

I have a chronic disease called CRPS (Complex Regional pain syndrome). CRPS is a disease that messes with your sympathetic nervous system. It's kinda hard to explain, but it's a EXTREMELY PAINFUL disease and I wouldn't wish it upon anyone, not even my worst enemy.

CRPS is one of the most painful diseases in the world... It actually is the most painful disease known to man kind, well besides Terminal cancer. It feels as if your skin is being burned alive, needles constantly picking at your skin, and barbed wire is wrapped around your sunburned legs, arms, etc. Plus more unfriendly sensations. I would go on and on about it all, but I'm afraid I might bore you guys out to much, lol.

Everyday is a struggle for me. To get out of bed and smile is sometimes the hardest thing in the world. My energy levels are not like yours. I get tired easily and wore out. Even though I'm tired and exhausted doesn't mean I get to sleep though. I can be tired all I want, but unfortunately my pain keeps me up. Well not only pain, but a lot of things. My medicine dosages for sleep is like sleepy stuff for someone to go into surgery and I still can barely sleep.

I'm not telling you this for sympathy, I'm telling you so you can understand...... I get bullied and I'm constantly told at school I'm "faking it!" Because visibly you can't see this disease, I'm smiling, but on the inside I'm dying. I'm a little girl that has had to mature faster than the kids at school, because Pain changes people. I'm constantly told, "Wow! Your a lot younger than I expected! Your sooo mature and you look older!" For me that's something I'm happy about and also sad about.... I've been forced to not be able to participate in what normal teenagers do, because of this STUPID disease!

I'll have you all know..... I have been bound to a wheelchair, walker, and crutches for a year now. I've been in a wheelchair for most of it..... Sadly, there is NO CURE! Barley, any treatments and no medications for this..... So, NO! I will probably never be normal again! But all I can do is hope! And have faith in god and hope he cures me.