FACTS ABOUT ME, RANTS, RANDOM STUFF.

86 | sexuality?

the original thing here was a vent, i deleted it like all my other vents lol. i was just feeling emo. when i posted it, people were immediately reaching out to me asking if i'm okay, some people actually told me they were sorry, even if it's not their fault. i probably won't post anything like that again because i don't want you guys getting worried. :<<

so thanks to everyone who talked to me. i'm okay now :)

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sexuality?

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(new emoticon on top
because pride month :D)

i put the question mark
at the end because well um.

ehhh i don't know my sexuality.

i'm in this trippy stage in life where
i'm still confused af and surrounded
by pretty boys and girls lmao.

i'd say i'm a tomboy, yeah.
bUT SURPRISE SURPRISE,

being tomboy is different from
being lesbian.

idk why, but people from my
school, country and family always
mess that up wtf. they're different.

tomboys are females that just like
manlier stuff, regardless of their
sexuality. lesbians are females
who like other females, they can
still be girly. or sometimes you can
be both manly and like girls idfk.
but you'd call yourself a lesbian tomboy
or the other way around, don't generalise it.

anyway, being tomboy is alright
with me. i never really told my family
or people at school (they'll know once
they read this lmao), even if it's not a
sexuality i'd like to stay closeted from
my family thank you very much. :)))

i'm never really into girly outfits.
wearing that dress last month was a
pain in the arse lol. i'm getting into
sports and love video games,, even
if some girls are too, it's not generally
a girl thing lol.

i also really hate a lot of girls i know lol.
they're a lot more moody than my guy friends.
girls from school also started crushing on me,
i guess. i used to be really cold-hearted lol. i just
got soft when somebody confessed to me
and i got my first crush heh.

i used to be asexual until tHOSE PRICKS
MADE ME FEEL FEELINGS DAMMIT.

i used to be demisexual but then it really
looked like a stretch so uh yeah.

so atm i'm still confused.
closest we've got tho is graysexual.