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91 | i don't feel so good

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i don't feel so good!

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"mr. stark, i don't feel so good"

hI SO I REALLY DON'T FEEL SO GOOD :"D

so today or this week in general is kinda crap.
first of all, happy september. you know what
this month is to me lol ihml >:")

so i have tons of school projects to be passed
tomorrow, aND I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED ONE.
before you say i'm a cramming arse, shut up
lmao it was just given today and i just got home.

i thought my day would be fine after i finished
track and field training. but not 2 minutes after
i kinda got dumped. by a person. life is gr8.

i was really depressed, and i even had guitar
rehearsals 15 minutes after, i almost cried and
i needed a hug from everyone i saw while i was
passing by. even an effin fourth grader. yep. i'm
that overly dramatic kid, surprisingly that was
the first time in a while i genuinely let my feelings
out so hey at least we did something today.

(unrelated, my track contest is on monday
wish me luck because i'm pretty sure all
my bad luck's used on this day, week even.)

oh yeah, i forgot, i'm also parentless for the
next three weeks. all of my relatives are in the
usa, for a reunion. and disneyland. i can't go
because, y'know, i have school. :[

i'm a very dependent person when it comes
to certain things like laundry and cleaning
up my dog's piss and turds, but i actually
do things myself. if i feel messed up i
cry to my dog tho lolol. still, 3 weeks is
too much i kinda miss them already.

(i've got my own dog now btw. his name's
parker and he's a mixed breed :P)

all of that crap is in my mind, when i forgot
i also have a musical to act in and i haven't
memorized a siNGLE LINE.

i'm messed up bigtime (rUSH).
i haven't drank water in 72 hours.
i'm fueled with gatorade. and i don't
really eat lmao because i don't wanna
throw all that shiz up like i do and waste
food, so i can't even eat anything atm. :/

but hey, like i said to my cousin who got
dumped too and is literally failing his
academics, "what's important is that you're
still alive."

anyway yeah that's all. :P