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53 | today sucks lmao (rant)

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today sucks lmao!

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ok can i just say right now that this was the worst day ever.

i'm pissed the hell off.

y'know, friday's supposed to be happy. but it's not.

it was supposed to be a normal day and at the end i'd be happy that I've finished the day. well guess what? i'm more than happy to be done, i'd throw a party if i could.

but i know it'd go wrong.

the day was actually going well, y'know? i didn't do anything to piss anyone off. i was actually being nice to all the crybabies and childlike people for a change.

things that happened;;

#1:

it was almost the end of recess so i went with my friend ScoutRanger_Angel46. just then one of our classmates tagged along. we weren't even friends lol. While we were walking somebody said "hi cailin" then i just said hi back, but when i looked i actually said hi to my rival (not the drawing rival btw it's someone else)

it was too embarrassing i went insane. then on our way to the staircase we saw some of our classmates... i'll give them fake names right now. the one who tagged along, i'll call her elloit, (idk i just searched 'most annoying girl names' sorry if that's your name) and the two classmates will be dianne and crystal.. just thought of that.

ok so while i was sitting down somewhere catching my breath and hiding the embarassment, elloit and Angel (the one I tagged) saw dianne and crystal.. idk why but they just started running away from them. but what they didn't know was that our principal was coming their way. They tried going back but it was too late. "YOU! THE 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 OF YOU! YES, YOU'RE INCLUDED!" that last part was for me. now seriously what the hell? What did I do?! I was literally sitting down and it didn't even look noticeable that i even knew them. We gathered up infront of our principal. then of course, i had to explain.

i knew none of them would speak up and they'd probably drag me into the problem so i talked. i was trying to be polite as possible, okay? then in the middle of that i accidentally called her 'miss' and she's a nun/sister. i corrected myself but she still added. she shouted "miss?!" and i just gave up. One of us said "sister, i'm sorry" but then she said stuff like 'SORRY ISN'T ENOUGH, THAT'S NOT WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR!"

#2

we had this group work thing to dance and sing to a song (idk don't ask) then i was trying my best to do everything. guess what? none of them were listening. eventually, after i sacrificed my lunch break, i tried teaching them the steps, not that they're all participating though. we did the practice and we were actually doing well. but on the actual performance they did almost nothing i taught them. they didn't even memorize the song to begin with!! Y'know, we're lucky to have a nice teacher. she gave us an 11/15 and that's good enough but STILL. I WASTED MY LUNCH BREAK ON A FRIDAY.

#3

i was at the playground talking to some a friend. that friend who i'll call xandy has some pretty sensitive friends. they go home late, just like me. I'll call them louise, miranda, janice and darlene. darlene cries about a lot of things. i think she cried after what xandy said to her or something. When I came back I found Darlene and janice crying. i asked them what happened. miranda said the snobbiest thing ever.

"Just get out"

Well screw you too.

I've been nice to you, okay?! i sat through all your talk about minecraft and roblox and all that shiza and this is what i get? thanks. darlene just made it worse though.

"yeah, she's right, you're not in our group anyway, I don't trust you."

WHAT THE HELL?

y'know, this girl, last school year when the two of us still haven't been picked up from school, most of the time i'm the one she talks to. we even agreed going together in the school fair, and i've talked about her a lot to my parents on how she's a great companion and stuff i regret now.

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sometimes, when i have friends that aren't from my school, i try my best to keep my school's reputation so others won't think we're another stupid one. but now, i don't really care anymore.

senior high, why must you be so far away? (it's because i'll be changing schools by then)