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well this isn't really a rant nor a fact but like could i just throw this out right now pls hhh

so uh two days ago the school released my report card. i was just really expecting an average grade and a piece of paper with numbers on it but hoo boy.

(i kept on reading over and over again what i wrote here, they were the things i received and it looked really braggy so i ended up deleting it completely lmao sorry)

i honestly don't know what i did to deserve those h a h. but in all seriousness, i'm very thankful of the school for that, even tho sometimes i act like an ass there. :/

because of all that my parents and relatives like my grandparents and my cousin were really proud and decided to celebrate like wait what? guys i really appreciate it but i don't deserve that.

my grandparents wanted to treat us (my family, including relatives) into eating at a buffet tomorrow, each person costs about $19.7 and that's a lot in my country. convert it to my country's currency and multiply it by 10 since 10 people will come, it's nearly php 10k.

what makes me really sad is that my grandfather even told me "you eat whatever you want, alright? we'll pay for everything." so he knows i don't eat so that i could save up money for something i really want; a new pair of shoes.

guess what? him and my grandmother even gave me money to buy the shoes i wanted. that's when i got very sad.

i know my grandparents have a lot of debts by now, and they're still giving me money because they're that nice. they're going home to the usa again this april 17 and i think our whole family in my mum's side used up all their money. i feel so bad now to the point that i feel like returning the money.

i guess word came around that i've been made fun by this guitarmate i have that's one batch higher than me because i wore the same shoes to guitar lessons every week. apparently whatever she doesn't find her style is bad lmao. she even dissed me saying bands don't have that much meaning to their songs as her favourite artists like kpop/solo artists do? i have nothing against kpop and i somewhat like solos but dayum. she also thinks i limit myself to only bands like tf?

ok i'm done rambling about that girl her classmate reads this book so i better stop lmfaoaoa.

but really, i don't deserve my family's kindness ;((((

edit: sO I GOT THE SHOES TODAY AND I COULDN'T THANK MY GRANDPARENTS ENOUGH HHHH

THE PIC'S PRETTY LQ BUT I'M VERY HAPPY.

(you were probably expecting some flashy gucci pair of shoes but nah things like these make me happy enough :])

I ALSO MESSAGED THAT GUITARMATE I HAD WHICH WAS THE STUPIDEST THING I MIGHT'VE DONE TODAY HAAHAH I DON'T REGRET IT THO