Suicide Note

Chapter Twenty

Christoper...

  "Hey baby." Rocky smiles as he slides into my car.
"Hi." I mumble and he furrows his brows at me before grabbing my hand.
"You good?" He asks and I pull my hand away before pulling away from his house.
"Mhm..." I hum and he stares at me for a minute before looking out the window. We drive in silence as he taps his fingers against the dashboard. Once I pull up to the school I park in the student parking lot and shut off the car. I step out and wait for Rocky before locking it up. Coming up to me he grabs my hand and leads us through the hallways. We ignore Trey and his crew as we make our way to his locker. I stand by and watch him get his things ready for class.
"What's up with you this morning? You're acting like you're mad at me." He says as he shuts his locker back. I stare at him for a couple of seconds before shaking my head.
"No... I'm fine. Really." I say and he squints his eyes at me before shaking his head.
"Fine... I'm not going to pry it out of you." He says and begins to follow me to my locker. Once we reach it I unlock it and grab my binder from inside before closing it back. "I gotta go talk to my math teacher but I'll see you later... Ight?" He asks and I nod before turning away from him. I make my way to my first period class and when I get inside I find a seat in the back of the classroom. Class didn't start for another ten minutes so I decided to play around on my phone as I waited. When the warning bell rings I go to slip my phone in my pocket but I goes off.

Rocky🤩👊🏿🖤 (Now):

No kiss this morning...? What I do Chris?

I stare at his text for a minute and decide not to reply. Clicking off the screen I shove the device in my pocket before turning my attention to the teacher.
...

"Truth or dare?" Robyn asks a kid named Ryan and he twists up his lips as he struggles to decide. A group of us seniors had gotten together because the year was coming to an end in a couple of months and there's a good chance a lot of us won't ever see each other again.
"Dare." He finally responds with a smirk causing Robyn to rub her hands together in a sneaky way.
"I dare you to kiss Mae." She smirks and he quickly drops his own making Robyn giggle. She was cold for this one, she knows hes basically in love with her.
"Ohh Robz... you're a bitch." Rocky chuckles and I laugh before reaching for my drink. This kid named Justin came through for us and brought a bunch of wine coolers. I bring the glass bottle and tilt it back, allowing the light blue liquid to pour down my throat. Rocky pulls me closer to him and I rest my head against his shoulder as we watch Ryan stand from his seat on the floor. He walks across the circle, over to a flushed Mae. She avoids his eyes as he kneels in front of her. He grips her chin lightly and pulls her face up a bit so that the two are looking at one another. They both blush before he leans in and places a slow kiss on her lips. The two close their eyes and a bunch of "ooh's" echo through the room. Ryan's hands grip Mae's face and he lightly pushes her back, the toe falling into a heated kiss. My eyebrows lift and I put an amused smile on my lips.
"Ight! She said kiss not make a baby." Rocky chuckles and I laugh before taking another sip of my drink.

The two pull apart and Robyn raises her eyebrows at the two as she smirks.
"So y'all gone stop fronting now?" She asks and Ryan flips her off before making his way back over to his spot. "Okay Rakim, your turn." Robyn says as she looks over at Rocky.
"Um... Nathan, truth or dare?" He asks and the kid perks up at his name being called.
"Uh, truth." He responds and Rocky thinks of something to say.
"Is it true that you and that Spanish chick Tatiana hooked up at that party or niggas just spreading rumors?" Rocky asks and I sip my drink once more.
"Nah that's all false. I'd never hook up with that chick. Heard she damn near been with every nigga in the school, including the freshman!" He says making us all share a laugh.
"Damn..." I mumble and Rocky pats my hip.
"Your turn baby." He says and I nod before sitting up.
"Robyn, truth or dare?" I ask and she immediately picks dare. Laughing I think of something to make her do.
"I dare you to..." My mind goes blank and I struggle to think of something to dare her to do. "Kiss Rocky." I say and Rakim scrunches up his face at me.
"What?" He says and I shrug before playing with my fingers.
"I don't know what to make her do." I chuckle and he glances over at Robyn. She laughs lightly to herself before pushing her hair behind her ear.
"Ight, c'mere Robyn." He mumbles and she crawls closer to him.
"Make it a nice one! Not no little ass kiss." A kid says and I lick my lips before glancing at the two. Rocky mumbles something to himself before gripping up Robyn's face and smashing his lips into hers. Robyn closes her eyes and tries to keep up with Rocky's kisses.