I have to find him...
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.
.
.I cannot find him.
I groaned " Ahhh!!! " I ran my hands through my hair frustrated. If I did this any longer either it will be my laptop or my hair.
I am definitely going bald.
And these huge under eye circles are just a cherry on top of my face.
If I go out like this I am sure everyone will start believing in ghosts. That's how bad I look right now.
I am searching various social networking sites to see if I could find someone who looks familiar to me because I cannot remember someone named Kim Namjoon, or I should say I don't even know any of my classmates names.
Click
Nope.click
Nope.Click
I don't recognize him.Click
Nope.Click
Woah! He is handsome but not someone familiar.I am doing this for last five hours and still found absolutely nothing. Social networking is a huge platform and to find someone that may not be on social media and might puberty would have hit him hard. It is hard to recognise someone.
how am I going to find him?
Why am I even doing this?
Sometimes I just surprise myself by being this dumb. It is easier said then done.This is so stupid.
He is a stranger.
But he cared for you.What if he is a creep?
A creep that makes you happy.Having a curious nature is not good, why do I have to be like this.
I am literally having a mental breakdown right now.I sighed and closed my laptop and placed it on the study table. I should just get some sleep.
I layed down on my bed and switched off the lights. Let's sleep and not think about him anymore.
Kim Namjoon
Kim Namjoon
This name doesn't ring a bell.
He was not my friend.
Why did he cared about me?
Cared about someone like me. Someone so messed up like me.But I don't know those notes makes me curious. I want to know more about him. When everyone thought that I was happy girl who has perfect life, he knew about my condition. How broken I was. When I am crying or upset.
I cannot sleep and all I am thinking about is how to find this Namjoon guy.
Should I do this?
Wouldn't it be weird if just showed up in front of him all of a sudden out of nowhere that is if I ever will meet him.
No it isn't weird I just want to ask why was he so interested in talking to me?
This is the only option I have in mind.
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Hey beautiful,
I want to see you happy and see you smile not the fake one but a real one. You are a beautiful person inside and out, don't hide yourself from anyone, Share your sorrow with someone with me.Don't fart in an Apple store....
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.Because they don't have Windows.
Haha hahhaha
I should probably stop hanging out with Jin.
-KIM NAMJOON
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Hakuna matata
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Notes | KNJ ✔
Fanfiction"Never fart in apple stores . . . Cause they don't have windows" It all started when she found notes in her diary . A Kim Namjoon Fanfiction ||AU|| u n e d i t e d Cover by the amazing: @xchasingdreamz Started:11.6.18 Ended:4.1.19