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I have to find him

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I have to find him...
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I cannot find him.

I groaned " Ahhh!!! " I ran my hands through my hair frustrated. If I did this any longer either it will be my laptop or my hair.

I am definitely going bald.

And these huge under eye circles are just a cherry on top of my face.

If I go out like this I am sure everyone will start believing in ghosts. That's how bad I look right now.

I am searching various social networking sites to see if I could find someone who looks familiar to me because I cannot remember someone named Kim Namjoon, or I should say I don't even know any of my classmates names.

Click
Nope.

click
Nope.

Click
I don't recognize him.

Click
Nope.

Click
Woah! He is handsome but not someone familiar.

I am doing this for last five hours and still found absolutely nothing. Social networking is a huge platform and to find someone that may not be on social media and might puberty would have hit him hard. It is hard to recognise someone.

how am I going to find him?

Why am I even doing this?
Sometimes I just surprise myself by being this dumb. It is easier said then done.

This is so stupid.

He is a stranger.
But he cared for you.

What if he is a creep?
A creep that makes you happy.

Having a curious nature is not good, why do I have to be like this.
I am literally having a mental breakdown right now.

I sighed and closed my laptop and placed it on the study table. I should just get some sleep.

I layed down on my bed and switched off the lights. Let's sleep and not think about him anymore.

Kim Namjoon

Kim Namjoon

This name doesn't ring a bell.

He was not my friend.

Why did he cared about me?
Cared about someone like me. Someone so messed up like me.

But I don't know those notes makes me curious. I want to know more about him. When everyone thought that I was happy girl who has perfect life, he knew about my condition. How broken I was. When I am crying or upset.

I cannot sleep and all I am thinking about is how to find this Namjoon guy.

Should I do this?

Wouldn't it be weird if just showed up in front of him all of a sudden out of nowhere that is if I ever will meet him.

No it isn't weird I just want to ask why was he so interested in talking to me?

This is the only option I have in mind.

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Hey beautiful,
I want to see you happy and see you smile not the fake one but a real one. You are a beautiful person inside and out, don't hide yourself from anyone, Share your sorrow with someone with me.

Don't fart in an Apple store....
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Because they don't have Windows.

Haha hahhaha

I should probably stop hanging out with Jin.

-KIM NAMJOON

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Hakuna matata

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