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"Who is it?" I asked, growing more impatient as more time passes.

But hoseok just chuckles in response shaking his head "Aren't you very impatient?" He said biting his lower lip.

I rolled my eyes, slouching back on the chair.

He laughed loudly this time earning a groan from me "what is so funny?" I narrowed my eyes at him, shutting the latters mouth instantly.

"He was in our school. When you disappeared I met him. He helped me realise that I was stupid." He said staring at a space. Shaking his mind to come back to reality he puts on his usual smile. Just then the bell rings indicating that someone has arrived.

Hobie's face instantly lights up as he sprang up on his feet I also turned around only to be locking eyes with none other then Kim Namjoon. I wasn't able to react staring simply at him as he does the same.

I don't know why but everytime I see him, I am just not myself anymore. My heart starts pumping twice the speed. Red automatically graces my cheeks.

What is this?

Hobie clears his throats snapping me back to reality. Making me realise that I basically staring without even blinking like a creepy person. Which is not a very pleasant thing to see.

Clearing my throat I look down at my hands blushing furiously tucking the lone strand of my hair behind my ear.

Hobie decides to break the awkward atmosphere and give a hug to Namjoon. Ushering him to our table.

Namjoon sits right across from me. It wasn't really helping my racing heart. My heart was doing taekwondo inside my chest.

The rest of the conversation goes by quickly. I didn't say much just nodding my head and humming. Throwing a smile in between.

That's when Namjoon decides to ask "Do you remember me?"

I was startled by this sudden question replying with a "huh?"

"Oh! Yeah you came to the library earlier this week. Yeah I remember." I answered, slightly confused why he was asking this suddenly.

He chuckled shaking his head "no, no I mean. Do you remember me from school?"

The questions hangs in the air for a little too long. Hoseok eyeing us both thinking that how do we even know each other.

"Uh... Guys do you perhaps know each other..?" asked Hobie, his mind also asking a million questions.

Do I know him?

Of course I knew he was the topper. But what else?

It's weird to think that the person in front of me is someone whom I was looking for.

I didn't care about his existence back then but now it's like his existence is keeping me alive.

Should I tell him that I found the notes?

What if he doesn't remembers?

"Uh.. yes I do" this was the only thing that I could say right now.

"And.... What do you remember?" He asks leaning in getting curiouser, as if my answer is the most important thing.

"That you were a topper." I answered nervously this time.

He sighed giving me a smile that didn't quite reach his heart, he nodded.

I don't know why does he sounds so disappointed?

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