Notes | KNJ ✔

F i f t e e n

It is all exhilarating. My body and mind is experiencing too many emotions at ones. It's all a big mess. I am a big mess.

I know to whom this voice belonged to. I know a little too well.

I wanted to run and just hug him. Slap him.

But all that I did was stand there and sob.

It was him. The softness of his voice while calling my name, it's all too familiar. It's just like before.

"June-ah..." It was enough to make me sob harder. I cried harder covering my face with my hands. My legs shaking. I couldn't stand any longer. I cannot feel.

It's too much. It all overwhelming.

"Please talk to me..." He placed his hands on my shoulders, giving them a gentle squeeze.

My walls that I built all these years came crashing down. Just a small hit was all it needed.

I turned and tightly hugged him wrapping my arms around him, sobbing harder "h-hobie....."

"Shhh.. don't cry..." He rubbed my back trying to soothe me. That's when I realise it's not a dream. He is really here. My sunshine is here.

"Why?" Is all that I could say hugging him tighter. His warmth enveloping me.

"I will tell you everything." He held me face looking straight into my teary eyes, his own eyes saying a billion unspoken words.

***

"He is your son!" I saw both of them sharing looks.

"No no he is not my real son but my sister's. But he is just like my own child." She smiled sitting down next to him, patting his head.

I nodded trying to register all of this information in my brain.

Something warm grabbed my hands, it was his hands. "June I know there is a lot we need to talk about. I owe you a lot of explanation." He sighed "But first I need to make up for all the things I did to you. For all the pain I caused you."

"How did you know I work here?" I curiously asked him. There was no way ahjumma knew that we know each other. So she planning this was not possible.

"I saw you working here the other day. And when I asked aunty about it, she told me that you work here. I wanted to just come right away and talk to you. But it took me a lot of time to finally find the courage to do so. But I couldn't wait so I told her to call you now. I am sorry it was very sudden." He rubbed my hands in his. Sincerity clearly visible in his eyes.

And as I notice more. He has grown so much. Maturity in his moves and the way he talk. An aura of his own. One thing that didn't change was his good looks. They just got better.

I couldn't forgive him just like that. Just leave them alone standing there lonely and then come back in their life suddenly.

A million questions running in my mind.

So what now?

Will everything be alright?

How can I forget it all so quickly?
The scar that all those incidents left was still fresh there with all the others.

How can I forget afterall I lost my best friend that day.

Me trying to make up for my lack of updates 😁

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