Notes | KNJ ✔

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I tried to forget about everything that happened in these past few months revolving around Namjoon.

But can I really forget about everything just like that?
He said things no one ever said to me.

And I know he was the only one who used to leave my favourite chocolate bar on my desk every single day with a slip either saying 'You can do this.' or 'Everything will be alright.' I just found it a nuisance back then just someone who is playing with me. But I guess I was wrong.

He is like a light in my black world.

My source of motivation.

Weird thing is I haven't even met him before. But I guess life is unexpected sometimes.

I am not sure if I will be able to smile like that again but I can try. I can try to bring back things to normal. I could try to find my happiness.

I could try to be me again.

And that is what brings me to this old playground. It used to be so full of life when I used to come here with my mother everyday. But as time went by it seemed that just like me this park also got lonely, nobody came here. This is the place where I met my best friend Jung Hosoek.

"I am your hope, J-Hope" A boy with a cute look smiled brightly at me while making a heart with his hands. He was cheery overly cheery. His charcoal black hair covering half of his eyes.

I found him interesting and as a person with a same personality and being fascinated by his cute dimples at the corner of lips. I called him " My Sunshine, my Hobie."

My Four year self found a friend who resembled her, who made sand castles with her, had dance battles and most importantly always made me contented. He knew how to bring a smile to my face. Just by showing his funny moves.

I sat under the old swing bringing my knees close to my chest. Locking my hands around my crossed legs. It is our hiding spot. Whenever one of was upset we used to meet here and just sit there silently in each other's company. It was enough for me.

I didn't even notice the stream of tears that started running down my cheeks. I wiped them but more tears come down running. I didn't knew that just a place could bring back so many memories. I just sat their in silence thinking about nothing in particular.

After sometime I got up, took a lat glance at the place and left.

I opened my phone to check 2 missed calls from mom and a message.

Visit home on Saturday.

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