Notes | KNJ ✔

T w e n t y T h r e e

I have never been this happy in my life before. I have my family with me along with my friends and well Namjoon.

"June can you please take the order from table 2?" Hana said.

"Right at it!" I smiled at her and picked up the diary and pen, fixing my hair.

She thanked me before leaving to put her things away in the back room.

I skipped to the table and took the order. I was going back when ajumma stopped me in my tracks.

"You look so good when you smile, never let this go anywhere." She caressed my face, looking at me with adoration. "And he is a keeper." She patted my back and left. Leaving a flustered me standing there.

***

I remember that Namjoon told me that he first saw me our school terrace, he saw me sitting there alone crying.

So, that's where I decided to confess him. I called him to meet me at the front gate of our school. I stood there peering at the school building. It brought back so many memories, some good, some bad.

I am nervous as heck right now. The butterflies in my stomach are doing taekwondo in there, my heart hammering in my chest.

"Hi! June" He came up behind me.
"Reminiscing the old memories huh?" He asked, standing beside me with his hands in the pocket.

I hummed.

I watched him looking at our school. I know I am doing the right thing, this is the man I have fallen in love with. Who made me special without actually being there. The most sincere and loving person. I cannot stop the doubt that comes up in my mind. What if he is too good for me? He deserves better then me.

But, I don't want to loose him now. Afterall the worst that could happen is he will say no.

I took his much larger hands in mine, smiling at how perfectly they fit together and pulled him inside the building.

"Where are we going?" He tries to follow up with me.

"You will see." I winked in his direction, before chuckling at his flustered state.

We reached the terrace, panting.

"Why did you bring me here?" He tilted his head to the side before walking to the front.

"To tell you that I love you." I walked towards him, never being so sure and confident about anything in my life.

He turns facing me with wide eyes "W-what? Seriously?"

"I have never been so sure of anything in my life Namjoon. I am so in love with you. I wouldn't have been able to see the good side of things without you. I wouldn't have reunited with my friends and family without you. I want to stay with you forever, I want to cry with you, laugh with you. I want you to make me stand when I fall. And even if you don't feel the same.."

I look down smiling sadly "I still want you to be my friend forever."

I look up again watching me with confusion before he captures my lips with his. Kissing me tenderly, I respond immediately. A kiss so soft and sweet that made me melt in his arms. His warmth engulfing me. I could get used to this easily. We pull away to catch our breath. He held my face our foreheads resting against each other. Looking straight in my eyes "I love you too June"

I might be cringing a little. Well only epilogue his left now.

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