Jenny.

One Day After The Funeral

Dear Jenny,

Hi, sweetie.

What. The. Fuck.

How could anyone take you away, like that? Just like that? Away from everyone you loved, and everyone who loved you so much? I still don't understand. Well, I guess its understandable.. We did just bury you yesterday. Man, that was the worst time of my life. And you and me both know that I've been to hell and back.

Cancer sucks. Ya know? It literally just sucks. It takes away the best people. You. Your mom. Your grandma. I met both of them. They were just like you. So precious, so fragile, so beautiful, and full of life.. Once it got your grandma, then got your mom, and soon enough, it got to you. That's the thing I hate the most in the world. Cancer. And it took one of the best things of my life, away from me.

And I don't even know why the fuck I'm writing all this shit down. What's it gonna do? But I heard somewhere that it helps. You know, when you don't want to talk to anybody. And I guess that's why I'm here.

But anyway, its better up there than here. Life sucks. At least there, you get the freedom, happyness, and love you deserve. Because let's face it, down here, all you get is to be unhappy, with ungrateful people. Maybe its the society. Maybe its the town. Maybe its because I didn't always get to be with you.. I don't know. But a lot of people are ungrateful. Some people just don't understand.

She said, "Boy can I tell you a terrible thing?

It seems that I'm sick and I've only got weeks.

Please, don't be sad now, I really believe,

You were the greatest thing that ever happened to me."

-Terrible Things

Anyway, I'll love you forever. Okay? Good.

Calum xx

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Hey, this is sad. This whole thing is sad. Fair warning. I did cry when I wrote this, but this has no true events, that I know of, at least. Just know, that further into the story, you will learn a lesson. Words hurt. So be careful as to what you say behind your computer screen.

I love you. Remember to smile.

And if you do, drop a comment? Or maybe a vote, just to let me know that you did it. Because smiles are the best. Happyness is the best.

(Oh and if you don't know, "happyness" is clearly spelled wrong. It comes from a movie called The Pursuit of Happyness. Aka a Will Smith movie. You should check it out. But I made him put it in there because of their crazy obsession with Will Smith.)