Dear Jenny,
Hey sweetie. Its been a week since you passed. Its been hard, of course. The boys have been trying to make me a bit happier. But it won't work. They've gotta be happy to try and make me happy. Well, I guess they don't have to. You never was, when you made me happy. But you always said you were fine. I knew you weren't. You're my best friend. I always knew when something was wrong. But, you never got too unhappy where you needed to harm yourself. Well, at least you never told me you did. Hopefully, you never did. Because its hard to stop. Its hard to continue on. Its hard to live. Hard to be happy. There was only a few things that actually made me happy.
1: You.
2: The boys.
3: Playing on stage.
4: My family.
5: Seeing you smile.
That's all. I sound like a dick. Being ungrateful. Like everyone said I was. Like everyone says I am.
Just because I'm unhappy and harming myself, makes me ungrateful. But that's the one thing that is false of what people say about me. I appreciate everything I get. Even if its the smallest thing I get from a fan.
About two days ago, a fan gave me a handmade card. It said "Don't cry because she's gone, smile because she came into your life." And then it had a small drawing of me and you holding hands standing in front of like a sunset. It was all in crayon. She said "My little sister drew this. She told me to be happy. And if not, then pick out the great things of life." Her sister said all that. Her sister was six.
I still can't believe all this shit happened. Man, cancer sucks. That's all I have to say.
I'm just dying to hear you
Calling my name one more time
Oh so don't pay no mind
To my watering eyes
-Burn
Love,
Calum. xx
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Hey peeps
2nd chapter woah
STEAL MY GIRL VIDEO HAS CAME OUT GO WATCH IT PLEASE
by the way I lub chue all
Oh and all the songs at the end, cal puts in his letter just to go with his life struggles okay
And if you don't know any of these songs I recommend you to go and listen to them all because they're pretty amazing btw
Bye bye babes
YOU ARE READING
Jenny.
Fanfiction"How could you give someone so peaceful to the world, something so fucked up towards the world?" I ask 'god', thinking he could hear me. "She was one of the best things I had... And you took her away from me.. Just like that? What did I do? What di...
