Falling for you

|| Fights & Farewells ||

Cami's POV

The next day wasn't easier. Having to face kj for the rest of this trip pretending everything was ok, crushed me. KJ's family was the reason I was steady and calm with myself. If it wasn't for their sincere kindness that soothed me, I would've smacked kj every chance I had.

I never looked him in the eyes or talked to him. I didn't want him to think I would run back to him, although that's what I wanted to do. Truly, I did miss kj. I missed cuddling and laughing with him. I missed kissing him, and being able to hold him and cherish every moment with him. It still surprises me that we have overcome some many obstacles that have strengthened our relationship and made us ever so closer, well until now.

Even though kj and I weren't on good terms, we were still dating because we haven't officially broken up. I didn't want to break up, but what if kj did? What if he dumped me for Emily? My mind raced with these thoughts and I shut my eyes feeling miserable. I hated putting myself in these situations where I thought the worst things at the worst moments.

Noah walked in his room, startling me out of my thoughts. He didn't have his shirt on, and his toned abs were dripping in sweat. My eyes wandered all over his body. He was seriously hot. "You like what you see?" Noah asked. I came back in focus and furrowed my brows, "What? Urm-" Could I be more obvious?

Noah simply smiled, happy with my answer, because it was obvious I did. He knew I found him attractive, but that doesn't mean I have feelings for him, right? He walked over to his nightstand and grabbed his outfit that was waiting for him. "I'm gonna shower real quick boo, I won't be too long." Noah winked. "Ok ok stop flirting." I smirked. He did the same and walked back out the room, closing the door slowly.

Ever since yesterday, I've been staying in Noah's room. Well, Timena's room but since she went to visit a friend for a few days she let Noah borrow the room for now. I was sad when Timena left the night of the party because I didn't get to hangout with her and properly catch up. In times like this when I felt like I had nothing left, I could really use a friend. Ari was with her grandma in another part of New Zealand where they went to stay for a few days as well. It sucked that they had to leave but it was the only chance kj and I had to come and visit.

Knock knock knock. Well Noah was finished quickly. I stood up and walked to the door, opening it. I was shocked to see Tessa standing there with a slight smile on her face. "Tessa, hi." I greeted letting her in. "Somehow I knew you'd be here."

I motioned her to a chair. I didn't know what to expect. Tessa was such a sweet person but I'm sure she has her days, just hope it wasn't today. "So..." I smiled, not really knowing what to say. "I love you so much Cami, but I've noticed you and kj have been tense around each other, ever since yesterday." I frowned. She knew. "Yea we just got into an argument that's all." I bluntly said. "Noah seems to be keeping you company." She smirked. "Yea, but it's not what it seems. Kj and I haven't broken up yet." Tessa crossed her arms. "Tessa! I'm still dating your son! I don't have any feelings whatsoever for Noah!" Tessa laughed. "Sweetheart, my son can be, excuse my language, a jackass but I know he truly loves you. Nonetheless if something happens and you both break up I'll never stop loving you. Luckily though I don't have to worry because I know my son isn't that stupid to let you go. Unless Noah is involved." I felt my cheeks go red. I was so embarrassed. "The only reason I'm staying in here is because kj kicked me out the room, I didn't have anywhere else to go." I looked down, remembering what had happened yesterday, wanting to tear up. "He what? Oh hell no I'll be right back." Tessa said standing up. "No no! It's fine. I can handle this myself." I reassured her. She gave me a sad face. "I know you can. If you need anything Cami, come to me, I'd be more than happy to help you darling." I hugged her holding back my tears. "Thank you tessa."