Falling for you

|| Undeniable ||

Cami's POV

I didn't want to hurt him. I didn't want for him to be heartbroken. But he is.

Breaking up with kj was one of the hardest things I've ever done. It's been 9 days and every single night I go to sleep thinking why I was so stupid. Why I was so stupid to have broken up with him if I still love him.

Then I realize I cracked, I couldn't take the yelling anymore, I couldn't take the endless pain. And for what? What even caused the fighting in the first place?

                              -Flashback-

5 months ago

"What would you like to order ma'am?"

"Hi, Uh can I have your Alfredo please, extra chicken." I smiled.

"Of course. And for you sir?"

"I'll take the flatbread veggie pizza." Kj answered.

The lady served us each a glass of red wine then proceeded to retrieve the food.
I took a sip of the wine, the cold liquid coating my mouth.

"Thanks for bringing me out kage, it's been a while since our last date." I spoke, getting his attention.

"Of course babe. I mean I'd love to bring you out more but you always refuse."

I shot a weird look at him, and he raised his eyebrow.

"What do you mean I refuse? If anything I ask you to go out, but you're always 'tired' or not 'in the mood'." I rolled my eyes taking yet another sip.

"Maybe because I am tired. Work has been heavy lately, you know that. Even when I want to, then it's you who's tired." Kj remarked. I could tell in his voice that he was getting annoyed.

"Kj just drop it! I'm not in the mood to argue right now." I placed my hands on my forehead. I didn't want to yell at him, but he definitely made me want to.

Kj was getting on my last nerve. He's been getting mad at everything that it's at the point where we can't even choose a show to watch without arguing.

The server came and placed our food on the table. "Have a nice dinner."

I began eating my meal, trying to avoid getting mad at kj.

As I went to take a bite, my phone dinged. Kj immediately rose his head, alerted.

I checked and it was from Charles, so I unlocked my phone to answer his text.

"Do you have to text right now, or can you not do that either?" Kj snapped.

He said it with such anger that it startled me.
"Kj what the hell its just a quick text I'm basically done now."

"It's Charles isn't it?"

I couldn't help but sigh in frustration.

Recently Charles and I have gotten a lot more scenes together so we've had the chance to hangout more. We thought that, like Ras said, Charles and I wouldn't have another intimate scene together. But we did.

And this time it wasn't just a kiss scene. It was a sex scene. Luckily it wasn't used, it was a scrap, but kj got angry nonetheless.

I mean a sex scene is a sex scene. And I was surprised at first, but this is my job and I had to do it.

It started out with just charles and I making out, and I knew that kj was watching with ras which made it more awkward.

Charles began undressing me and his hands might've touched me in a lot more places than they should have. He kissed my neck, just where kj kisses it. I almost ran out because I knew kj was angry. I knew he was jealous, I would be. I wasn't watching like he was but I knew this looked too real.