Falling for you

|| Complicated ||

Lili's POV

The last time I had seen Cami she was with Noah, and I thought they were perfectly fine. Knowing that Kj was also at this party and Cami and Noah were obviously flirting, I should've known that night wouldn't end well. I had been dancing when Madeleine called me telling me there was a fight. When I stepped outside, I could see people gathered around and people yelling. My heart felt like it was going to beat out of my chest when I had run up to the scene and saw Cami laying there, unconscious on the floor with blood on her head and around her. I kneeled down and held her, yelling at someone to call an ambulance. The guys at the party attempted to stop Kj and Noah but they were just going at it. I didn't know what had happened but I obviously knew Kj nor Noah had hit her because they both cared about her. I just wished and hoped that the ambulance would get here faster to help not only Cami but the guys too. My breathing was quick and I was panicking. All I could do was hold Cami as Mads tried to calm me down.

Hours later Cami had been taken to a room where she was stabilized, and she was breathing perfectly fine. She had a minor injury and was going to be fine. Knowing this, I felt so much better.

Kj was in a room himself but he had a lot more injuries. When I visited him, he had bruises all over him and a busted lip.

"What got into you Kj? You put Cami at risk of getting really hurt. I mean look at you! You let jealousy get to you...now look what happened."

I could tell Kj felt guilty and I didn't intentionally mean to make him feel worse, but he needed to know the harm he had done.

"Lili, I know this was my fault. And I know this isn't a good excuse, but I was drunk. I guess the feelings I had bottled up let loose and got out of my control. If I could take it back I would. I didn't mean for Cami to also end up in the hospital. I tried forgetting her...I tried being with someone else so I could move on and never look back. But of course it couldn't. I still love her Lili."

I nodded. "I know you do Kj, but this wasn't going to solve anything. You could've talked to her you know, instead of beating the shit out of someone."

"Of course I thought about that! But seeing her with Noah I knew I was too late. I mean you're her bestfriend as well, I'm sure you know how much she likes him."

I didn't know what to say. Yes, I knew Cami had taken interest in Noah and I knew Noah liked Cami, but deep down Cami still loved Kj.

"I know she loves you Kj. She's upset. I don't know exactly how things ended between you two but maybe she just felt that this was best. Obviously she was mistaken."

For the rest of the day, I spent my day switching between Cami, Kj and Noah. I mostly spent my time with Kj because Cami was still shocked and was asleep a lot of the time, and Noah and I simply didn't have a lot to talk about, until we did.

"I really like her." Noah said bluntly. Of course I knew this. Anybody with eyes could tell he liked her. "You do don't you." I responded. "I messed up big time. She'll never forgive me for this."

"Hey, I don't know if you know this but Cami's a forgiving person. She's so selfless it's crazy. Sometimes I argue with her because I tell her she should be a little selfish sometimes for her own good. But honestly, if you talk to her I'm sure she'll listen. At least give it a shot."

Noah smiled. "Thank you for this. I truly needed to hear that."

I smiled back. All I wanted was for Cami to realize who she really loved. Kj and Cami obviously loved each other, but Noah and Cami had history as well.