Falling for you

|| With you again ||

Cami's POV

Last night had me up thinking about Kj and Noah. I could try saying that I didn't feel anything for Kj, but seeing him with another girl made me feel absolutely angry. Then there was another conclusion that I didn't love him, and I just didn't want him to be with another girl.

Then I thought about Noah, and that's where things got messed up. If I did love Kj, then what about Noah? Did I...did I love Noah...? No. I couldn't. Maybe I just felt this way because he was a re-bound for me and I made myself think I actually liked him when I don't. Ugh. Either way, no matter what I say it all sounds bad.

When Noah and I had gotten home last night we didn't speak much. We just drove, spoke about how we felt, and then fell asleep.

We were both tired, but even when we were we'd still talk and goof around, but last night I felt that we were both still sort of traumatized from what had happened. I wanted to ask how he felt about this, and about the fight but I stopped myself. How could I ask about that? It was my fault he got into that fight in the first place and why he was hurt now. But alas, I wanted him to know that I wasn't going to judge him for fighting my ex, who use to be one of his closest friends.

It's funny how months ago Kj and I were together and Noah was just a friend.

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Ding

I looked at my phone as I felt it buzz. I picked it up and looked.

Kj
Hey, if you aren't busy can we talk?

I felt the instant butterflies in my stomach.

What's there to talk about?

I didn't want to make it seem as if I would just start talking to him all of a sudden as if we hadn't just gotten out of the hospital, but of course I did want to see him.

Everything

His response didn't surprise me.

Fine. Where will we meet?

My house? Or are u hungry?

I actually am, how about buzzers?

Sounds good, see u then

I placed my phone down. Was I really doing this? Yes.

"Hey cami," Noah opened my door suddenly, and I jumped up. "Oh sorry."

I stood up. "You're good."

I walked to my mirror and began getting ready.

"Going somewhere?" He asked sitting down next to me.

"I'm going with-" I hesitated. "With who?" He asked. "I'm just going out to eat...with a friend."

"No invite?" He playfully frowned. I rolled my eyes laughing. "Do you want me to bring something for you?" I asked.

"Nope I'm good. As a matter of fact I'm going out with a friend too, which is why I'm not so sad you're leaving me." He laughed.

"With who." I asked.

"Just with a friend." He answered.

I rolled my eyes. "So we're just keeping these people a secret huh."

"I mean you didn't tell me who you were with." He protested.

"Because you don't need to know."