Double Trouble

chapter 31

"Misa what the fuck was that!?" grayson yells as we exit the restaurant. I stayed quiet. There was no need to argue. I did what needed to be done and what dhe deserved.

"Misa! For fucks sakes do you not even care how this will look?" He spoke loudly and I faced him. "Look? I don't give a flying fat rats ass how this " looks" Grayson." I spoke accordingly and sternly. " you honestly don't seem to understand how this reflects off of me and ethan do you?"he says annoyingly and sighs. " how this reflects on you? Do you know how selfish you sound right now!?" I scoffed. " that bitch just spoke badly about you and brought them into it!!! How did she even fucking know that!?!?" I started to raise my voice. Tears started to escape my ducts soon after and I wiped them away quickly.  " you just dont get it do you?" He said and just couldn't. I laughed.

"No. I guess I don't do I? I guess I am just so selfish that I hit a bitch who disrespected my boyfriend and my late children. I guess I am just so selfish to think about my feelings before the appearance of influnecers. So yea, I don't get it. But you know you don't get? That not everything is about you." I said, tears streaming down my face. I scoffed and just walked away. " where are you going?" He asked sternly. " no where with you." I said and continued walking down the sidewalk.

I turned around and was faved with Ethan. His face was soft, but his jaw was clenched. "Misa I-" " save it. Im sorry i hit your precious "doll"." I said and then pushed past him and continued walking down the sidewalk.

I couldn't deal with this right now. I can't.

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I walked. I walked for hours. Just around the city, admiring my surroundings. Until i decided it was time for me to head back to my dorm.

I had skipped class. Which I really didn't give a fuck about.

I looked at my phone which was buzzing and saw Graysons picture pop up. I declined and just stared at my screen. 7 missed calls and 16 unread messages from him and Ethan combined. I didnt want to talk to anyone right now.

I headed back to my dorm, not giving a fuck in the world. It felt good to not always be in contact with people and to just get some time for yourself Yanno?

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I walked through the door and locked it behind me, only to see Sarah sitting on my bed like it was nothing.

"What the fuck are you doing in here?" I spoke loudly and she stood up. "I let her in..." Ana said coming out of the bathroom and I gave her a dirty ass look. " what the hell? Why?" I asked annoyed and she sat down. "She said she needed to apologize and to talk... I just wanted to see her kiss your ass." She said and I rolled my eyes.

"You need to leave."i said and she just stood there. " now." I said and she walked to the door.

" the fact that I tried to apologize to a whore is priceless." She said scoffing and i lost my shit. " whore? Arent you the one who throws your yeasty cat at everyone?" I laughed and she stepped to me. "Arent you the one that got gangbanged by 3 strangers?" She laughed and my heart shattered. But my anger didnt.

"Misa no!"

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Well...this is shit...sorry.

Peace✌💜