Double Trouble

chapter 34

" what are you talking about?" She said sternly and I sighed. I pushed passed her and headed to the bathroom to gather my things.

"Misa answer the fucking question goddamit!" She yelled at me and I faced her. "I'm not good for him and I cant stand hurting him." I confessed and she exhaled slowly.

"I can't bare seeing his life crumble and turn to shit because of me. I fuck up to much.I'm not good for him. He needs to have a chance at a better life and to find someone good for him. and that's not me." I choked out. My eyes started to burn and tears trickled down my flushed cheeks my breath my heavy and my body was shaking slightly. Just the truth behind the words that were spilling out hurt me.

I grabbed my belongings and chucked them into my bag and continued packing. " you cant just leave. Are you going to tell Grayson?" She asked and my heart shattered even more. I wiped my tears and took a deep breath. "No. I need to go. It will be like I never existed. Like I was never here." I spoke Almost inaudible and zipped up my suitcase.

" what about school? What about me?" She questioned and her voice started to crack. I turned around and grabbed her hands. "I have colleges near jersey that want me... And we, we can facetime, ill visit. " I said my voice getting shaky. A tear escaled her duct and she wiped it away and smiled weakly. I pulled her into a hug. "You cant tell Grayson." I whispered and she nodded. "I'll miss you " I whispered and she started to cry. "I'll miss you too."

We released and I said my last goodbye. Then I grabbed my suitcase and headed out the door.

It was late so no one would even notice ive left. Hell im supposed to be in jail for a week anyways right? I took a cab, and gave ana my keys so she could get around, I have my old car at home anyways...

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I unloaded my luggage out of the taxi and carried it through the glass doors of the airport and jeadwd to my gate. In 10 minutes I'll be gone and leaving the love of my life in order for him to live his best one. Without me, he will habe more opportunities, have a happier life,and not worry about me... And that's all I want for him.

My flight was now boarding, and I took one last look at my surroundings and then handed my ticket to the lady.

Goodbye Grayson, i will always love you.

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Oof.

Peace✌💜