Double Trouble

SURPRISE MOTHERFUCKERS

3 years later...

I checked the mail and saw a letter from my lawyer... Finally.

I ripped open the letter and read the fine print carefully. Oh. I sighed and a tear slipped from my duct. I guess it's final. I tucked the letter in my pocket and looked through the rest of the mail.

I walk back in the house slowly. I step through the doorway and see the boxes stacked in the kitchen and living room. "Fuck." I mumbled and drop my head. I walk through the living room and then decide to just head up stairs

I walk sluggishly up the wooden stairs  and pass by pictures. Then I face a picture of my wedding day. The day I said yes. The day I now fucking regret.

I grabbed the picture... Scoffed.. and chucked it down the stairs. But as I saw it break and shadder on the wooden steps, I felt a piece of my heart break off. And I had the same feeling I had the day I found out what he did.

I still can't manage to wrap my head around what I saw. I felt like I was in a nightmare. Never in a million years have I  thought he would go behind  my back. It was just unbelievable. Completely unimaginable. How could someone I love so much just go off and stab me in the back.

A fucking liar that's who!

I walk into my room and walk over to the corner where brown boxes stacked on one another. I decided to opened the top box. I undo the tape slowly and I open it with a clear concious. But Immediately heartbreak radiates throughout my body.

I start to sob aloud. as I examine the ultra sound taken of my child...Well my children, I saw everything all over again.  The horrid days before me that I  always thought would just disappear. Why does life do this to me? Why can't I have a miracle!

Then I get deep into my deeps...

Is the reason you betrayed me was because I couldn't provide a family for you?

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   Bitch you thought it was over ;)

   Xoxo motherfuckers, peace <3
  
                          - Ari