Double Trouble

chapter 9

(misa will watch one of the dolans videos okay... But I will be changing up some dialogue of the video so it ties into the story. Also I will be doing the twins POV and changing their story up so it is relevant to the story. Please don't get upset with me its just for the story. Just some little changes alright. )

Graysons POV

" Ethan what's wrong?" I asked as he was getting agitated. The video we were making was something we were iffy about and we didnt have enough time to even make it.

Ethan started getting upset and I hated seeing him like that. I tried to calm him. I held on to him but he ran and we fell and when I looked down, my finger was bent sideways and broken. And that made Ethan more upset.

Ethans POV

This weeks video was upsetting me. There wasnt enough time and I was just thinking about Misa. Out of all things she was my priority. I saw her here in L.A. and me not telling Grayson was eating me alive.

I started getting really agitated and frustrated and couldn't handle all this pressure. Grayson knew something was wrong with me and tried to comfort me and calm me down but I just wasn't having it. He held onto me but I ran. We both fell and when I looked down at his hand, it was cracked to the side and broken. And that made me even more upset. I wasnt myself anymore. My brain then just took over my body and I wasnt me at that point. And I punched a glass window. My hand was split open and blood was dripping everywhere. But i didn't care. All I cared about was that we prevented a video to be put up and that I kept this secret from grayson and I was just in a shitty mental state in general.

We went to the hospital and got all fixed up but it was still bothering me.

I have to tell him. Sorry Misa but he has to know.

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The next day...

Misas POV

I woke up to my phone going off and like a million nonifications. What was going on?

I unlocked my phone and checked my instagram. And right there was a face I thought I wasnt going to see on my timeline ever again. Grayson Bailey Dolan.

Still half asleep I clicked on a link that was commented so many fucking times on my recent picture. And there popped up, a YouTube video of Ethan and Grayson. " It's time to be honest..."

" what's up guys, we're back." They said. And the video started. They make videos what? I never knew this.

" I feel like we owe it to you guys and owe it to ourselves to be honest." Ethan said.

" pretty much just going to say, what I think needs to be said, in order to get this weight off my chest." Grayson said.

They were both in a vulnerable state, which made my mood shift badly. I didnt know what was going on, and why this concerned me.

That was until Grayson spoke, and the words he said hurt me tremendously.

" recently a big event impacted my life. It was over a year ago, when I went to the U.S for school as you guys know. Um.." He said but trailed off at the end. He put his hand on the bridge of his nose. When he lifted his head back up, his eyes were a bit red.

"Well, I met this girl. She was my host family and i stayed with her. And i- I- I fell in love with her. " he admitted and took a breath. Tears formed in my eyes and I started to cry.

" a lot of you guys might not know this about me but, I had a reputation. And not a good one. I was a fuckboy. Literally. I wasnt the greatest kid. I wasnt the purest and loyalist boy but I have overcome that I promise. " he said.

" but something happened. I'm not going to expose her business or say any names. But she went through a lot. And I felt like it was my job to protect her. And I fell in love." he said with a weak, sad smile.

" but that's not what triggered me to come clean to you guys and make this video. " he said and then he hesitated.

" a year ago... I left Jersey, to come back home. But I was already going to leave. But something happened before, that prompted me to never go back there again. " he spoke then  paused again.

" the day I was leaving, I received some very important and serious news from her. And I took it horribly. " he confessed.

I waited for him to say it. To confess.

" she was pregnant, and I was the father." He confessed and then began to cry a bit. " I was the dad. Well I am the dad. But thats not the picture." He said on the verge of breaking down.

"I left her, because I couldn't handle the pressure. It was wrong and I regret it to this day. Im sorry. I hope this doesn't change your guy's image of me but I had to be honest. And if you are watching this, I just want to say... I love you. And I always will. I'm sorry"  He said as tears ran down his face. Ethan started to tear up too.

" but yeah screw it. I dont care, I'm not going to care what people think, because it's making me feel better and I think i needed to let you guys know why I have not been in my right state of mind." He said

I turned my phone off imnediately. I couldn't breathe and my sobs were growing more and more intense.

I looked through my instagram feed and some people seemed to be hating on me or commenting things I didnt understand, but others were very sympathetic and understanding.

Then I found a picture that caused this whole thing. It was a leaked picture of me and Grayson with ana. How did this get out? I threw my phone on my bed and grabbed my head with my hands.

Omg omg omg omg! Why now? Why now? Why now?

I fell to the floor and leaned my head against my dresser. And I just completely freaked out. So many emotions were overwhelming me that sooner or later I will go crazy.

I got up and ran out the door without any fucks given. I was shit faced fucked up with so many chaotic feelings. It was about 3 am and I just ran outside, my emotions boiling and spilling out of me. I was a mess.

I walked down the stairs, not knowing where I actually intended to go.

I left my keys in the dorm so there was no need for the car. I ran to the courtyard that was vacant.

I walked by the fountain and I cried. And cried and cried. I was shit. I couldnt handle everything that was going on. Especially when he thinks that I have a baby.

The news I received that day, at the appointment, during my checkup, broke my heart.

" miss king. I'm sorry to say this. But um... There is no heartbeat anymore." The doctor said as tears formed in her eyes. I looked at my mom and she started to sob and so did i. "We need to have immediate surgery." She confirmed.

I blocked out the horrific memory and wiped my eyes.

But as I was staring at the ground I saw a shadow inch closer.

And I looked up.

*Gasp*

Authors note: I thought this whole thing needed to be dramatic.

I used the video the twins did because I felt like it would have tied into the story. Yes I completely understand that the video i chose was very meaningful to the twins and I don't mean to make it seem as if it is just another sad video. Because it isnt.

I love the twins and I appreciate that they had the courage to open up to us. Even if it was almost a year ago.

I felt that this was the best video. I changed it a bit to blend with the story.

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