Cinematic Universes United

Chapter 26

Cas POV

The shopping trip was... interesting. The girls got lots of clothes and stuff for when the baby comes, neutral colors I guess. We arrive back at the house and get ready to relax and watch a movie.

Emily POV

"Who wants to watch Avengers: Infinity War?" I suggest crouching down in front of the movie cabinet.

"MEEEE!!!" Jakie yells from across the house then sprinting into the room jumping on the couch. I turn on the TV and plop the disc in, as I get the movie started everyone starts slowly gathering in the living room.

Newt POV

I stand at the top of the cliff looking at my bloody wrists and bruised knuckles. Yes, I cut up my wrists and then bashed my knuckles into the tree trunks until they were purple. I dangle my foot over the edge wondering what Jakie is doing right now. I can't jump, not now. I didn't even leave a note. Do I even have to? I immediately jump up and walk away from the edge. Away from my freedom, but yet I wish Jakie could be my freedom...

No! She is my freedom, I can't think like that. I'm just angry that I couldn't help her...

I start to walk back to the house and get ready to face Jakie. I have to solve things with her. Tears start streaming down my face the closer I get to the house. I feel guilty for hurting myself. Wow never thought I would think that.

I'm a mess, my hair is muffled my wrists still bleeding and knuckles probably broke. I feel like crap. I need to hold her. To be with her and tell me everything is going to be okay.

I knock on the door and prepare for anyone to answer the white doors. The door opens and Jakie stands there looking at me in awe.

"Newt! Oh my god..." She sobs as she hasn't seen my wrists or knuckles yet. She runs into my arms and I hug her with all my might.

"I'm sorry... I'm so so sorry..." I whisper into her ear.

"What did you do?!" She yells at me worried about breaking the embrace to look at me right in the eyes. I reluctantly show her my wrists and knuckles. Jakie gasps putting a hand over her mouth.

"No... no no no no no..." She sobs tears running down her face. "WHY?!"

I'm lost for words... My mind is blank.

"I was gonna jump, but I didn't... this was the only way so I could stay in control..." I explain whimpering.

"NO! This is NEVER the answer! How dare you! You can't do this to me!" She cries out everyone in the house only listening to what is occurring.

She turns around and grabs my face smashing our lips together. "I'm sorry... I will come to you every time I get the urge... I love you... I'm sorry..." I whimper into her shoulder after we break the kiss.

"I love you too..." She whispers back.

"You have to promise too," I speak up.

"I promise I'll tell you when I'm feeling out of my mind." She smiles trying to lift the mood as usual. I giggle, "Oh you better!" I laugh at her comment.

"But seriously..." She states looking into my eyes.

"Seriously, I promise," I reassure bringing our lips together once more.

"Jakie, is everything okay?" Emily asks walking over to us.

"Yeah... We're good now." She responds.

"I--we heard yelling and shouting. Wanted to make sure you're okay so I'll ask again: are you sure you guys are okay?" Emily nags really making sure we are all good which you can't blame her for. With everything that happened there has to be double and even triple check-ins.