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I went home, I can finally relax...
I entered the house, the sound of the intense silence filled my ears which made my heart drop a bit. I live alone that's why, no one provides energy to the place unless I'm there, and when I do, the only energy there, is a negative one..
Dusty was an understatement to describe the place, I mean I haven't cleaned it for a month!! But I don't really care about the whole house, except for my room, the only place that matters.
I took off my shoes and clothes, leaving me in my boxers(it was really hot in here and I couldn't use up much electricity as I can't afford it)..I then entered the kitchen to look for a meal.
I took out a ramen cup and just stared at it, I was extremely hungry but I don't wanna eat it. After staring for what seemed like forever, I just put it back in the cupboard untouched.
I went to my room, the only decent place in the house. I sat on my bed, I felt the softness of it indulging me and taking me in, which I happily allowed. After a few opening and shutting of the eyes, contemplating on wether I should sleep or not, I finally closed them and felt blissful.
Until...
That blissful moment turned into a nightmare. I started having that dream again, it was by far the worst I've ever had. And it's one of the reasons I'm afraid of sleeping. It just haunts me all the time, following me like it's all my fault. Following me like I'm the only problem!
I woke up screaming. The only thing I can hear is the sound of my intense and uneven breathing. It felt like my heart would jump out of my chest at any moment now, and so I clutched it, hoping to calm it down a little.
After a few minutes of self composure, I guess I calmed down a bit. I took out my phone to text or call someone but then it hit me like it always did..
"No one cares about you, and no one will. You're just a burden to them! Plus, you don't even have real friends."
After that thought hit me, I realised that I'm really alone. I've actually got no one around me. No one ever cared!
"Even the closest people didn't care and left you all alone"
I couldn't believe how pathetic I was at that moment, thinking anyone would care or even give a damn about my feelings. I looked around, shuffling to find something, the only thing, that would calm me down and fix me a bit...
Once I felt the stinging pain and saw the streaks of blood running down my legs, I smiled...
"This really hurts!" "But that's your only way to survive if you don't want death"
I let go of the razor. I didn't cut deep enough to die from blood loss, but deep enough to call a wound. I never really did it on my hands, because no one should know, and it was pretty hot in summer, and I was not gonna let go of my tank tops after all!
I stood up. "Maybe I should go take a shower" But before I enter, my phone screen lightened up, showing that I received a message. I was pretty shocked, no one ever sent me a message without me texting first.
"Except that one"
I hesitantly took my phone, unlocking it. The caller ID was named V. I got curious..
V: hey!! Jimin right?
"I've heard that phrase before.."
Chim chim: well, may I ask who are you?
V: oh I didn't introduce myself..well I'm Kim Taehyung. That classmate of yours? That never comes? Rich dad?
Chim chim: Oh, yeah I remember..well hi Taehyung :)
V: so are we friends now?
I was taken aback to be honest.. "He's just like any other friend, don't think he cares"
Chim chim: yeah sure ;)
A/n: hey guys!! So I'm really busy these days but I try to update as much as possible! So yeah.. this is getting awkward.. ok well I'll be going, hope you enjoyed the second chapter AND DONT FORGET TO COMENT AND VOTE!!❤️❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻
