The God that Proved them Wrong (Thorki) Book 1 of 3

Chapter 20

 Through my journey, I started to calm down. However, when I reach the throne room, I can't stop thinking.

 "All this, because Loki desires a throne." Odin frowns in disappointment.

 "It is my birth right." I remind him.

 "You birth right!" he snaps "Was to die as a child. Cast out onto a frozen rock."

 The scissors pull down my pocket and I take them out. After flattening my hair, I notice that my hair lay again my breast.

 After finding the nearest bathroom, I cut my hair to the base of my neck. When I look in the mirror, I remind myself of the Loki I was before Thor was banished from Asgard. The Loki that was innocent. The Loki who didn't mind being in the shadows. The naive Loki, who didn't know life really worked outside of Asgard. The Loki who thought the only reason he wouldn't be king, was because he was younger than Thor.

 When I look in the mirror, I see someone who didn't slaughter an entire race.

 Someone that isn't me anymore.

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 When I return to the lab, Steve sighs "You've been gone for twelve hours." he doesn't bother with a 'where have you been', instead, it's "You need to eat."

 With a sigh, I toss my weapons in my tent and close it, before looking to Steve "Fine." he already holds a bag of survival food out to me "Thanks." I grumble, before sitting on the ground in front of the windows.

 As I watch the darkness below, he joins me "You left your earpiece." he states, before biting into his food.

 "I know." I reply, before creating an illusion from a couple weeks ago. It's a happy one. It's just me and Thor laying in bed, his hand on my stomach as I let my hand rub through his short hair.

 "You never show happy illusions..." he whispers, mainly to himself.

 "This was the happiest moment I've ever had." I whisper and he gives me a questionable look "This is the happiest I've ever been."

 "Why this moment?" He asks. I hold my finger to my lips to tell him to be silent.

 Through the silence, Thor whispers to the other me "I love you."

 The other me scoffs "No you don't." Thor gives a confused look and the other me shakes his head "You love the children I bare." I lick my lips "Probably the sex as well..."

 Thor scoffs "Shut up." the other me stares at him "You're more than just a surrogate and a whore."

 "Oh, I'm a whore?" The other me scowls and starts to get up, but Thor pushes his hips to the bed "Let me go." the other me growls as Thor lays on top of him and holds his wrists above him "Thor!"

 "You are a whore." Thor smirks "But only my whore." He tries to kiss me, but the other me turns his head away "Give me a kiss and I'll let your wrists go." The other me gives him a peck and he shakes his head "That's not good enough!"

 The other me refuses, so Thor calls his hammer and sits it on top of the other my arms "Your an arse!"

 "Am I now?" Thor chuckles, before crawling out of bed and leaving the room to ise the restroom.

 This day, we got home from archery practice and laid in bed, fully clothed.

 When Thor returns, he crawls back on top of other me "It's cutting off my circulation." Other me states and he replaces the hammer form a single hand.

 "I'm not moving until you know how much I love you." he states, before bending down and rests his head on my chest and wraps his arms around my waist "Wake me up when it soaks into that giant brain of yours."