Take Me Home, Ground Control

Ya Boi Is Back

Hey everyone!

It has been a long time, hasn't it? I haven't really been on here for months.

Spending a lot of time on here was both my escape from reality and something that caused me a lot of stress. I needed to stay off of here to give myself time to think without being reliant on all of you and to take some time to get to know myself. 

I've really missed you all!

PLEASE tell me what's been going on with your lives! I really miss you all.

Sooooooo... I am going to do a list of updates on my life because a lot has happened.

- My girlfriend and I broke up after 2 years together

- We are still on good terms and friends

- I am GAYYYYYYYYY

- Like literally I'm not physically attracted to girls

-I don't remember the last time I starved myself or hurt myself

- I'm confident in being a genderqueer teenager

- I'm doing volunteer work to help our environment locally and to educate people about marine animals and conservation

- I will probably be able to take on a project this year to create resources in my school and possibly my whole school district for victims of sexual harassment and sexual assault that can be used privately without anyone having to identify themselves or their situations

- I have one year left of high school then I will be moving out and going to college

- I may have started developing a crush on a genderqueer person from school???

- I'm questioning whether I am polyamorous

- Still a virgin

- Still gay af

- I want to transition towards mostly they/them pronouns

- I'm becoming a leader in my school and trying to make a change

- I hope that within a year I will have published a book of my poetry

- I still want to be a musician, but it will probably be a side hobby to make extra money on the side and not my main career

- I actually have a bit of a social life!!!

- I have new tumblr accounts and I'm not using the old one

- I want to do good in the world

- I have big plans and I'm only going to follow my heart 

- I am FINALLY taking the time to explore every part of myself after closing parts of myself off and letting others dictate the way I should live my life

That's the big stuff, I guess. I really hope to hear from some of you again.

Stay strong. Stay safe. Stay YOU.

Love ya,

Carter 

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