My Wicked Wolf

Ch4

~Lisa's pov~

I stood there waiting for Paul to answer the question but he never did. He ignored me and got into his truck. I stood there and then I looked around until Paul honked his horn making me jump. Paul laughed had after that.

“Are you going to get in or are you walking home?” Paul asked still laughing his ass off.

I sighed and got into his truck, I looked around in it and smiled a little.

“What you don't like it?” Paul asked a little as if he was sad.

“No it's just I haven't been in your truck since u first got back when you were 16.” I said with happiness in my voice.

Paul laughed a little and kept his eyes on the road. We drove all the way back in silence which was fine with me. Me and Paul stopped being friends after he phased at age 17 and became more a dick to me then anything. He was my best friend like Seth. They both were there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on, they were the ones to chase after me when I ran off after me and Sam got into an argument. They staid with me when I was sick, even though they got sick as well. Embry use to be a good friend as well until he phased but he started to distant himself from me. At first I thought he had imprinted on me but found out he imprinted on Sara but I was supper happy that he did. Sara was madly in love with Embry. After he told her, Embry started talking to me again, he even jumped into a hole with me when I fell in while Seth and Paul went to go get a latter. Embry phased before Paul did but Paul phased a year after him. It's been 5 years and Paul has still pushed me away but I still have Seth and Embry even though they have phased as well as I but we still hang out and do all the same stuff we did when we were younger.

They day Paul phased I needed him more then anything, I was 13 and I went to a party with Sara and Candace. We were having fun dancing, talking to our other friends, and so forth. The guy I was dating at the time was 2 years older then me. He led me to a room and we talked for a while then he tried to push himself onto me. He was flat out drunk, no he was way beyond drunk. I told him to stop and that I wasn't ready but he ignored me and ripped my clothes off. I cried the whole time and I thanked god he used protection. After he left I found what bit of clothes I had and put them on and ran out of the room, out of the house, and all the way home.

Once I got home I ran past Sam and Jared and Embry and up to my room. I cried until I until I started throwing up. Embry held me all night even Seth came over and staid with me all night. When I woke up the next morning I head Sam talking to Jared and Embry about how Paul phased last night and he's been gone all night. Embry told Sam about what happened to me and Sam was pissed so bad he had to run out to the woods to phase. After that day, Paul has never spoken to me and if he does, the words that come out his mouth are never nice.

I was in love with Paul back then but now that love was gone, even though I imprinted on Paul, I will do whatever I can to try and not to touch him or look him in the eyes. Only Sam knows that I imprinted on Paul and he keeps on telling me that I need to tell him soon. I told him no and that if Paul wasn't there for me when I needed most then I don't want him there for me at all. Sam always opened his mouth to say something but nothing never came out. As we pulled into my drive way, I looked into the side mirror and noticed I was crying.

“Lisa what's wrong.” Paul asked softly.

“I needed you that day and you weren't there.” I said while I cried. “Why did you have to phase the same day I need you.”

Out of the corner of my eye I seen Paul shaking. He was gripping the steering wheel tightly and he had a pissed off facial expression. I started to get scared so I got out of the truck and ran inside.

“Sam it's Paul, he's in the truck.” I said pointing out side.

Sam ran outside and I heard him yelling at Paul before I heard clothes ripping. I laid down on the couch and Jared had me sit up so he could sit down and he put my head on his lap. After about 30 mins I fell asleep. I was soon being shaken awake by someone.

“Lisa wake up, you've got to go check your room out.” The male voice said sweetly.

“Did Sam come back yet?” I mumbled not moving.

“Who the hell do you think is waking you up?” Sam's voice made me jump off the couch and land on my back.

“Something pinched me.” I wined.

I heard Jared laughing his ass off from where he still sat on the couch. I looked up at him and gave him and evil look.

“Jared Cameron you are not aloud to spend the night to night.” I said as I stood up and walked over to the stairs.

“What?! Wait babe I'm sorry, come on please let me stay.” Jared said running up the stairs after me.

I laughed as Jared kept on begging me to let him stay. I finally came to my bedroom door and took a deep breath and closed my eyes as I opened the door. Once the door was opened I walked in slowly and then I opened my eyes. My breath was taken away by the room. I mean yea it looked good the way it did before but now, now it looks way way better.