My Wicked Wolf

Ch24

~Paul's pov~

I walked out as Aidan and Lisa laid down. I wanted Lisa back, hell I have even dumped Rachael and finished buying the house Lisa bought for her 18th birthday. Me and Jared have been working on it when we don't have patrol. I was hoping Sam would let Lisa come back to our pack so I can be with her and my kids. It was my fault everyone was ignoring her a year ago. Rachael came back from college and she wouldn't leave me alone and I didn't want Lisa to find out. So Sam stopped having the pack hang out with her and that hurt me more then anything. When I found out that Lisa was having twins, I wanted to die. Because of Sam giving that Alpha order, I couldn't be with the woman I loved more then anything and I couldn't be the father that my kids needed. Here it is a year later and my kids are gone, Lisa is a mess because of it, and now she's in the arms of a stupid leech. When I got back earlier, I had a talk with Sam, I told him that I couldn't do this anymore. I need my imprint back, I need the girl I have been in love with for 9 years. Here I am having to go up against a vampire just to get my girl back. I need to figure something out to get her back, something that will win her heart over and for good. I love Lisa and I am willing to do what ever it takes to get her back.

“Paul you ok?” Seth's voice broke me out of my thoughts.

“Yea I was just thinking.” I said in a sad tone.

“You were thinking about Lisa huh?” Seth said in sad tone as well.

“Yea how did you know?” I asked looking up at him.

“She's all you think about. You haven't stopped thinking about her since the day you told her that you imprinted on her. After she left, you kept on showing everyone that was on patrol with you all the happy things you guys did.” Seth sat beside me on the steps.

“Seth I want her back but I don't know how. I feel like I've lost her for good.” I was trying not to cry.

“Well you have 4 more years to win her back before her marriage time is up.” Seth laughed.

“That's not funny man an plus Aidan can marry her. Remember he's Levi Uley's son. I'm loosing my girl to a damn leech Seth.” I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. “It hurt when she called out for him when she had the nightmare.”

“I know I could see the pain on your face. There has to be some way that you can win her heart once again. I know she loves you still, yea she tries to hide it but you can still see it in her eyes when she looks at you or when she hears your voice or even when she hears your name.” Seth words made my heart ache for Lisa even more and the tears just kept on coming.

I laid my head in my hands and cried. I had planned on marring Lisa after the kids were born. I was going to propose to her on her 19th birthday which was 5 months ago. But after what Sam had us all do, I lost her, and I think I lost my baby for good and it hurts more then anything. I got up and walked outside and walked to the side of the house and slide down. I was still crying my eyes out so I was unable to see that well. Once I sat down I looked up into the starry sky and I placed my hands together I and prayed. I prayed to god to help me get my baby back and to watch over my kids where ever they were.